One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Gelap

Ia membawa ku ke tempat yang jauh dari semua keinginan normal semua orang.
Ia memberikan ku kenyataan tanpa batas,tanpa moralitas.
Suatu keadilan baginya tidak akan pernah seimbang.
Aku dan tanganku berbuat segalanya begitu berat dan terbeban.
Ia kemudian membuatnya begitu mudah.
Karena dimataku apa yang terjadi begitu mengerikan, ia memandangnya begitu indah.
Aku menangis dan meraung,berharap ia akan berhenti.
Tapi ia tak pernah takut melawan api membara maupun jalan berbeling, bahkan jurang sekalipun.
Kami dalam satu pikiran yang sama namun menjalani pandangan kami dengan cara yang berbeda.
Bahwa aku yang selamanya harus mengalah dan membiarkan badan ini pulang penuh lebam.
Tiap hari, dia tidak memintaku untuk pergi.
ia membuatku melihat semua tanpa dapat berkutik.
Kami satu jiwa, satu tubuh.
Mereka bilang aku merupakan kepribadian ganda nya.
Hal terbaik yang disyukuri yang pernah ada di dalam hidupnya.

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