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As I sat on the sofa, I leaned against an invisible shoulder.  I walked quickly right toward him. He also came toward me, so quickly that we almost hit each other's heads. We both laughed. The obstacle was that I couldn’t see what was holding me back today. 'I shouldn’t have run toward you. If I had been a little faster, we could have ended up hitting each other,' he said. I didn’t say anything. I thought the funnier this meeting began, the better it would be. Yet, typical him, he just a mind-reader. I only smiled and replied, "Let's just go walk, now." yet I remained frozen in space and time, just me and emptiness. We're walking to the city park and just went around, nothing really far but our steps actually might count like a mile. Restless just with him. I simply sat in silence, lost in my thoughts. It's nothing like there's no other place we can be. It's just I found my complete and I don't need to find anywhere else. "If only our ...
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Disiplin - Hubungan Pribadi Bersama Tuhan Yesus

Sejauh mana kau dibawa Tuhan hingga saat ini?
Jangan pernah lihat ke belakang. Jangan pernah kau menyayang-nyayangkan dirimu yang lama.
Yuk, bertobat.

Kualitas: menentukan baik/buruk, pemisah
Hubungan: sesuatu yang terus kau bangun, kedekatan

Cek lagi, hari ini posisi hubunganku dengan Tuhan bagaimana? Intim, nempel terus.

Bagaimana bisa hubungan dengan Tuhan bisa buruk?
SAAT TEDUH MU BOLONG2, SAAT TEDUHMU CUMA ASAL BACA FIRMAN, GA PERNAH MELAKUKAN FIRMAN!
How to not be?
Doa: powerful (Yakobus 5:15), harus lahir dari iman. 
      : komunikasi , ngomong ama Tuhan, PASTIKAN KITA BERI KESEMPATAN TUHAN YESUS MENJAWAB
Baca firman: Selalu renungkan siang dan malam. PASTIKAN DAPATIN SESUATU DARI TUHAN
                   : Matius 4:4, kita itu terdiri dari roh, jiwa, dan tubuh. Tubuh kita butuh makan, apalagi roh dan jiwa kita. Mati roh kita, saat ini berarti kita tengkorak hidup. Firman Tuhan itu makanan bagi roh kita.
                   : Firman Tuhan membuat segala sesuatu menjadi jelas. Hidup kita butuh kejelasan. Tuhan Yesus menjawab dalam Firman Tuhan. JANGAN NANGGUNG-NANGGUNG. Tuhan sanggup luruskan.
                   : Iman lahir dari pendengaran akan firman Tuhan. Ga sekedar pengenalan yang dangkal tapi SAMPAI DALAM DAN MELAKUKAN FIRMAN TUHAN. JANGAN CUMA ASAL-ASAL BACA, TAPI YANG BENAR DAN SUNGGUH SUNGGUH, BERKUALITAS.

BERKUALITAS BAGAIMANA?
4 Pilar:
1. Doa 
2. Baca firman
3. Persekutuan, pengkhotbah 4:12, jgn pernah jauhi persekutuan-persekutuan ibadahmu
4. Kesaksian, aliran berkatmu, jangan mau jadi Laut Mati.

Hari2 ini mulai lalai, asal2an, ayo Bertobat!
Kalau hubunganku dengan Tuhan berkualitas, PASTI TAHAN LAMA! GA BOSAN DENGAR SUARA DAN MAUNYA TUHAN!

DISIPLIN!!! (Perasaan taat dan patuh)
SETIAP HARI HARUS SELALU ADA YANG BARU BERSAMA TUHAN! 
SETIAP HARI KAU HARUS DAPAT MAKANAN DARI TUHAN! SETIAP HARI!
Pendisiplinkan: usaha untuk memaksa bagi mereka yang melanggar aturan. Kau akan didisiplinkan jika ada nilai yang salah dalam hidup. Dia menghasilkan perubahan. 
SATU HARI MAMPU MEMBERIKAN PERUBAHAN BESAR DALAM HIDUPMU.

MATIUS 13:10-11 ~ MENGAPA KITA HARUS PUNYA HUBUNGAN YANG BAIK DENGAN TUHAN.
Jadilah murid.

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