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Reserve

As I sat on the sofa, I leaned against an invisible shoulder.  I walked quickly right toward him. He also came toward me, so quickly that we almost hit each other's heads. We both laughed. The obstacle was that I couldn’t see what was holding me back today. 'I shouldn’t have run toward you. If I had been a little faster, we could have ended up hitting each other,' he said. I didn’t say anything. I thought the funnier this meeting began, the better it would be. Yet, typical him, he just a mind-reader. I only smiled and replied, "Let's just go walk, now." yet I remained frozen in space and time, just me and emptiness. We're walking to the city park and just went around, nothing really far but our steps actually might count like a mile. Restless just with him. I simply sat in silence, lost in my thoughts. It's nothing like there's no other place we can be. It's just I found my complete and I don't need to find anywhere else. "If only our ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Deep Attack

Sounds a glimpse  Not yet to be reach There the storm wind And dark clouds in me It wants me to feel Beyond my clarity I'm sick and suffocated I long to more burns Don't know where it come from But I know to be wise and sharp Something is coming Someone is here I wonder who is it But my eyes blind My present not even near Who is it? There comes the deep attack I n my heart I'm afraid if I don't know who If I was too late There comes the deep attack Might be I have lost

Afraid

And no ones come back No ones stay I courage myself to be alone But i'm afraid, so afraid And no ones lift a hand No ones by my side I'm strong, I'm brave But I'm afraid, so afraid And no ones turn around No ones hold you back Don't feel, I won't hurt But I'm afraid, so afraid And no ones remind No ones so touch I let everything go And I'm frightened My nerve so distance not see lights to guide I'm afraid, oh, so afraid Where do I belong?