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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Deep Attack

Sounds a glimpse  Not yet to be reach There the storm wind And dark clouds in me It wants me to feel Beyond my clarity I'm sick and suffocated I long to more burns Don't know where it come from But I know to be wise and sharp Something is coming Someone is here I wonder who is it But my eyes blind My present not even near Who is it? There comes the deep attack I n my heart I'm afraid if I don't know who If I was too late There comes the deep attack Might be I have lost

Afraid

And no ones come back No ones stay I courage myself to be alone But i'm afraid, so afraid And no ones lift a hand No ones by my side I'm strong, I'm brave But I'm afraid, so afraid And no ones turn around No ones hold you back Don't feel, I won't hurt But I'm afraid, so afraid And no ones remind No ones so touch I let everything go And I'm frightened My nerve so distance not see lights to guide I'm afraid, oh, so afraid Where do I belong?