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One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

The Apartment

I had a very horror dream last night. It was about a family decided to buy one old apartment building. It almost like they spend their whole money to that building. There was this Chinese restaurant on the front of the lobby. The old man owned the restaurant seemed very angry at the family on the day they're moving-in. The family started to see each of room and they were all studio room size. One of the child actually really interested with the architecture and interior design so she documented most of the rooms. Oddly, she seemed had sensing people were still living inside those empty apartment rooms, like moving shadows. On the next morning, the old man, the owner of that Chinese restaurant still opening in front of the lobby of apartment and the Father started on conversation with him but the family just stayed inside without knowing what were they talking. The youngest child actually started to play with the shadows in the apartment. When the sister caught her, turns out

Lifetime

I can live my life thousands times more Be a different person each world Hurt and endure Hating myself at the end and do it all over again I will love you with all my life Be the one for you each world Caring and patience Grown old to die at the end and do it all over again I stop dreaming about you For I love to you too much I don't know how forget you I don't know if we can live another time I stop wishing you all well For I am no longer in your mind But again even we meet in another life I will always love you I can not let you go as I am now letting you let go of me I am not that strong as you are strongly leaving me I don't know what I want as you know really what you want If I am your poison If this world has killed you because of me I will do it all over again That's how much I love you But I know I can't reach you anymore This time only one time I can't wish for another lifetime For we only live once And here I am a