July Bones

I put my mind blindly, yet thee full of maze and every time I keep lost
I follow thee wherever the heart might gone
For the history, I have made lots of fall down
With you, there love, I carry the empty words
Shall I go or shall I stay, the sorrow riddles always in the head
Lots of miserable thoughts I endure on my own

Joggling and clowns around me, play my heart to against me
Singing of birds and great scent from flowers, good memories shall I remember
Even the sad ending still keep the beautiful essence from thee
Even worst pictures of thee put them to love thee 
in thee greatness and in thee madness

But my soul guides me, thee love, I'm not yours
The answer for both of us, as we are, as one
Impossible, as we also said to ourselves, impossible, and we still guess
In the end, the edge reveals and I not see thee
As my thee with a blindfold at thee eyes, too long the fogs separate us

My silent bones walk through many paths waiting
For my has walk through the tough and forceful roads
Yet, my soul is …