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One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Day 1: Alone

I feel such a distant that it's giving me a point I meant for be alone . No matter how much I've tried, it will always be me and myself, together trying to be happy.  If the happiness I make myself can be a person, I wish I can marry him. It's sad that I don't know why do I have to be this sad? 

Kala

Kala is someone who we thought in love with Ilua. Yet, Kala is there for Gala. Gala and Kala never meant to be together. They just in a time they is now having, fighting every day to be each other's strength. Gala and Kala is like future and past. Gala with his great future and Kala with all shadows of her past. As much as Kala always gives all her heart and it brings Gala so much courage, Gala can't save Kala because she's in the past. The things of Kala already written and Gala can only watching her dying as her written. Kala should not fall in love to Gala, and Ilua was really seeing that she supposed to be his. And yet, Ilua has a secret. The secret dragging him far away from Kala.  Kala can't see that Ilua is leaving her, yet her letters to Ilua made Ilua seeing how much Kala loves him so, even though it's not like how Kala loves Gala.  Ilua is leaving Kala without notice.  Ilua is leaving Gala and broke his heart. Kala saw Gala was too broken. Kala hurt so bad