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One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

to the Kiss

I am losing my lifetime, it feels like the sand hourglass.  Who can tell if I am the person I have been waiting for? I can never see the thing I am longing to. I know it's a delusion. I can hardly want to if it's not real.  The idea of it's not real but it's not a delusion, something beyond the images or dreams. We both have same path and it kills you the more you realized you've been with someone this whole time and can't even see it.  We have too much to sense and yet too difficult to touch.  I have no regrets, even if I see the ending, how I'm drowning to the sand in hourglass.  I have tasted the beauty of love. Nothing can hurt me, anymore, even if my heart is aching and still the body and flesh torture my soul until nothing left, I have kissed the love. It is my peaceful.