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One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Saved

In my dream, there was a family. Dad, Mom, and their only daughter. I didn't really remember but while Mom was working, Dad was using drugs at home. And, it's like Dad is the narrator and telling about the life as flew out from his body. Their daughter was only a daughter. And, somehow she was seeing her Dad using it. Or, she didn't know what really happen. Then, Dad was falling to the floor, and OD. And, at this time I don't remember, thinking what exactly happened after that. But, I still could see some pictures in my memory, the way Dad still narrating that he's not OD, he fell asleep and high. Then, he thought he was fine. Dad started a new day at the time. He tried to work things out and make his family happy. Then, it's getting better and better, until Dad realized it's just his wishes and he was the truth in Heaven. He did not see it coming. That he died. And, I think he talked to God. Then, things got better. God said he is not dead, yet. And