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One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Sweet of Mercy

Part I. A Sword, A Rage, and A Rabbit. Sleepy and astonished, living alone behind a glass box bed. There used to be four guards and they had died and were left unawakened, until they were surrounded by all the blooming and dry roses of thorns. Four tokens with silver were placed to share the memories of one day when awakening came. The shadows under the eyes that were chained to open because it wasn't even a beautiful dream but all the darkness and pain inside crawling devoured all the memories and the determination to live life as profit. Even in sleep, tears keep falling and it makes the bed still sweaty. Knowing once the light comes to be seen again, another journey will begin. New hope and new promise. But the time to let it go is harder than talking because it's all in the head. Heads with memory cannot be erased, cannot be reset. A wish is not an option. It stays there and gets heartbroken. In a dream, the bitter becomes hatred and torment. Let the world burn in hell, and

Shea by ChoccoBibi @BlueAgnis

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I colored it to make it feel alive and it looks like Cotton Candy!!! So cute.  Well here's the original one. 

Another

She says it's something she has to throw away.  But she doesn't know what's behind her is in front.  People don't need her because she doesn't believe in herself.  Her existence never meant something good.  She says she is hurt to live her life, and she believes that every step she takes is not for good.  She says it's okay, it's okay.  If she does something for someone, at least she knows that the person who made her will know that she is worth being made.  She doesn't belong to her.  She says her life is never her own, and that's why it makes her break her own heart.  After all, she doesn't chase anything but herself.  Where she belongs and who she belongs to.  She says if she's not here, someone will take her place.  Even breathing is meaningless because the person who made her will replace her when she is no longer valuable.  But she says she should love herself.  She was already made like that.  She says that if you do something small to