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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

To be Unfaithful

Maybe I'm not the first choice or the one who had been expected. Maybe I'm not someone who is perfect for him. Maybe I'm just holding this during my journey with him. Until I walk alone, try on myself facing the truths , I was slapped with fond memories of his pieces and they were always there in every sheet of my life. I was slapped with how beautiful he had filled my life. At the end of my journey, I know I love him. I think it was a game, but it turned out I found a pillow and blanket  currently most comfort and what I needed.
Now, I would never be able to jump over the wall where I did not have any tools to break even destroy it. I just will always cooped up in a cage. Many things I've done to make myself enjoy life in a cage, but it turns out when I realized how bored now, I had forgotten how fun outside the cage. I thought I was late to realize that the world outside the cage, but it turned out they were friends outside the cage care of me, even though I was in …

The Finale

Marion ditemukan oleh Rory di kamar tidurnya, tertidur, dengan wajah matanya bengkak, terlihat bekas air mata, kedua tangannya mendegap bingkai foto. Rory ikut sedih melihatnya, ia berlutut di samping ranjang dan membangunkan Marion perlahan,
            "Marion, bangun..." bisiknya. "Marion?"
Marion membuka matanya perlahan, ia tahu ia telah terbangun,meski awalnya buram, akhirnya ia dengan jelas Rory sedang berada di tepi ranjang. Marion mulai menangis, ia memegang erat tangan Rory, berteriak menangis. Rory tidak tahan melihatnya, ia segera memeluknya, mencoba menghentikan tangisan Marion yang penuh pilu menghadapi kenyataan. Di balik punggung Marion, Rory pun matanya telah berkaca-kaca. Raungan Marion hanya mengeluarkan satu kata, "No...No!!! NO!", dan terus-menerus, tanpa berhenti. Hanna berdiri di depan pintu kamar ikut menangis melihat wajah Rory yang berusaha bertahan.
Kematian Aaron memang tidak ada yang pernah menyangka. Semua orang terguncang. Ter…

Gelap

Ia membawa ku ke tempat yang jauh dari semua keinginan normal semua orang.
Ia memberikan ku kenyataan tanpa batas,tanpa moralitas.
Suatu keadilan baginya tidak akan pernah seimbang.
Aku dan tanganku berbuat segalanya begitu berat dan terbeban.
Ia kemudian membuatnya begitu mudah.
Karena dimataku apa yang terjadi begitu mengerikan, ia memandangnya begitu indah.
Aku menangis dan meraung,berharap ia akan berhenti.
Tapi ia tak pernah takut melawan api membara maupun jalan berbeling, bahkan jurang sekalipun.
Kami dalam satu pikiran yang sama namun menjalani pandangan kami dengan cara yang berbeda.
Bahwa aku yang selamanya harus mengalah dan membiarkan badan ini pulang penuh lebam.
Tiap hari, dia tidak memintaku untuk pergi.
ia membuatku melihat semua tanpa dapat berkutik.
Kami satu jiwa, satu tubuh.
Mereka bilang aku merupakan kepribadian ganda nya.
Hal terbaik yang disyukuri yang pernah ada di dalam hidupnya.

Later Dawn

Rory was sleeping and he had a dream. The dream was about the girl of his life. She laughed around the audiences. he tried to listen and he realized it was her joking that he would purposed her but he was too scared that she will turn him down. Rory smiled, she came down from her stage and kissed his cheek. He was too moved with the dream that he did not remember when the dream was already over. He woke up with jump from the bed, seeking his jacket. and walked out from the apartment like sprint. He wanted to believe that things he had seen not just only the dream. He believed the girl of his life really waiting him,right of the time. The traffic or the long road could not stop his believes,thoughts,and hope. He arrived, exact in front of the door at her place. He rang the doorbell and it was open. There she was, asking what was going on, with the man of her life, waited her at the kitchen. He knew it was all just a dream. He was too late http://m.indosat.com