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One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

I leave it to you

If she reads this... Are you happy? I wish for my happiness every day. Are you smiling? I work so hard to put a smile on my face. Are you thankful? I have to keep saying it out loud until I do. Are you among friends? I don't have. Are you having future? I don't have. I wish I didn't fool myself. I wish I can wish something from the past. I hurt myself. I can't change. I have no longer chance. I thought I don't matter. In this time or after this time. I don't matter. Before you remember me, I wish I have already gone. So, you don't need to be so sad. When you turn your back to see me. When I'm gone.
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Her Hour

She took everything from the little bird. The most beautiful woman turned this little bird into an ugly duck. This most beautiful woman decided to to make a bet on this little bird. This little bird blindly took the offer.  This little bird never learn to fly free for the little bird always being put in cage. If only the most beautiful woman knows. Yet, she never knows. The little bird has turned into an ugly duck and the little bird has full of regrets. Like a curse. Like a death sentence.  The little bird is now sick. The little bird has nowhere to go. The little bird believes her wings broken. This hour of sadness The little bird has lost a will to live The little bird asked why must still live? There is no future Only things that made up by mind tricks. The little bird is an ugly duck yet pretends still the little bird. The little bird against the world, now. The ugly duck against the world. No one wants  Thank you, the most beautiful woman. Maybe one day, the little bird can go. M
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