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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

What I Feel Today

Rejected Disgrace Seems failure will stay They even say I ashamed for not ask Or is it me? They never want

What I Feel Today

The fire stone cleansed my filthy mouth. The words will help me to back again. A promise. I want to claim it. A promise so I can brave to speak. To speak again. One more time. Again. I want it. I deserve it.

#AskBenandAnna "The Accountant"

I never thought Ben Affleck would mentioned July Bones. It's one of my bucket list to be mentioned by Hollywood actor on social media and it just happened. Out from nowhere, plus the tweet contains a video with Ben Affleck and Anna Kendrick, another my favourite Hollywood actress and singer. This is a jackpot. I'm so grateful. Might be another wasted bucket list but I live for a moment. At least.... JULY BONES IS KNOWN. YEAYYYYY! (When I die, at least this name is finally out there).