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As I sat on the sofa, I leaned against an invisible shoulder.  I walked quickly right toward him. He also came toward me, so quickly that we almost hit each other's heads. We both laughed. The obstacle was that I couldn’t see what was holding me back today. 'I shouldn’t have run toward you. If I had been a little faster, we could have ended up hitting each other,' he said. I didn’t say anything. I thought the funnier this meeting began, the better it would be. Yet, typical him, he just a mind-reader. I only smiled and replied, "Let's just go walk, now." yet I remained frozen in space and time, just me and emptiness. We're walking to the city park and just went around, nothing really far but our steps actually might count like a mile. Restless just with him. I simply sat in silence, lost in my thoughts. It's nothing like there's no other place we can be. It's just I found my complete and I don't need to find anywhere else. "If only our ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

What I Feel Today

Rejected Disgrace Seems failure will stay They even say I ashamed for not ask Or is it me? They never want

What I Feel Today

The fire stone cleansed my filthy mouth. The words will help me to back again. A promise. I want to claim it. A promise so I can brave to speak. To speak again. One more time. Again. I want it. I deserve it.

#AskBenandAnna "The Accountant"

I never thought Ben Affleck would mentioned July Bones. It's one of my bucket list to be mentioned by Hollywood actor on social media and it just happened. Out from nowhere, plus the tweet contains a video with Ben Affleck and Anna Kendrick, another my favourite Hollywood actress and singer. This is a jackpot. I'm so grateful. Might be another wasted bucket list but I live for a moment. At least.... JULY BONES IS KNOWN. YEAYYYYY! (When I die, at least this name is finally out there).