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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Look Away

At the end it was just a one of thinking. A sorrow blended with white lie. Feels like an own demon. Trap with a hollow of mind. Desperate by own loneliness. Tragedy of a perfect dream. Hoping wishing well could make it comes true. Scatter before it consumes you. Let it go and never look back. It is wrong to want you can not have. So look away even though it is pain. Just look away. Before it's too late. Before your heart gets hurt again.

Don't

It hurts my feeling. It consumed the whole me. A parasite. Give me back my freedom. Don't chain me. Let me go. You're hurting me. Choked me. Get back! I don't feel safe anymore. A threat. Leave me alone! It is my own! Don't take myself away! Damn, you!