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Reserve

As I sat on the sofa, I leaned against an invisible shoulder.  I walked quickly right toward him. He also came toward me, so quickly that we almost hit each other's heads. We both laughed. The obstacle was that I couldn’t see what was holding me back today. 'I shouldn’t have run toward you. If I had been a little faster, we could have ended up hitting each other,' he said. I didn’t say anything. I thought the funnier this meeting began, the better it would be. Yet, typical him, he just a mind-reader. I only smiled and replied, "Let's just go walk, now." yet I remained frozen in space and time, just me and emptiness. We're walking to the city park and just went around, nothing really far but our steps actually might count like a mile. Restless just with him. I simply sat in silence, lost in my thoughts. It's nothing like there's no other place we can be. It's just I found my complete and I don't need to find anywhere else. "If only our ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Look Away

At the end it was just a one of thinking. A sorrow blended with white lie. Feels like an own demon. Trap with a hollow of mind. Desperate by own loneliness. Tragedy of a perfect dream. Hoping wishing well could make it comes true. Scatter before it consumes you. Let it go and never look back. It is wrong to want you can not have. So look away even though it is pain. Just look away. Before it's too late. Before your heart gets hurt again.

Don't

It hurts my feeling. It consumed the whole me. A parasite. Give me back my freedom. Don't chain me. Let me go. You're hurting me. Choked me. Get back! I don't feel safe anymore. A threat. Leave me alone! It is my own! Don't take myself away! Damn, you!