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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Questions

Who can answer this question? To whom should I ask? Where does all this puzzle come from? Should I look for the answer? Can I wait for a time to answer? Would I finally find that answer?
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Edward and Me

Last night We were just friends.
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Cry

At the one of room 1614 should have two guests but I am alone. Play a mellow tune to set the mood, my body is weak and hurt on feelings. If I am not sentimental I would become as devil so here I pour them all. A gold is not silent but silent is punishment. The threat of my existance. I want to jump. Jump to the cliff and end the whole story all over again. A whole blackhole and no end. No more end. Just more enemies. What would path of escape can I get? Where is the comfort? Where is my promise? I love for what future? 
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Wait

"Come on. We are going to be late!" He is about to meet with his friends. But he seems nervous.  I am nervous. He needs to get back to his room. "What else do you look for?" "I am looking for something. Maybe you should go on first?" That time I actually walked few steps from him but suddenly it devastated me.  And,  I stop. "I will wait for you." Then, he keeps busy with his searching,  "Alright. Just wait for me." he said. He then found what he got and shouts, "Let's go! " he put his hand on my hip.  But it does not discomfort me. I lingered my hand on his back. "I know you are going wait for me." "I won't hesitate." The more I think about this dream he was my soulmate. My mind wants to tell me I might have found him. He was close to me. Yet, I just need to wait. One last time. Every day.
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