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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

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In my dream, there was a family. Dad, Mom, and their only daughter. I didn't really remember but while Mom was working, Dad was using drugs at home. And, it's like Dad is the narrator and telling about the life as flew out from his body. Their daughter was only a daughter. And, somehow she was seeing her Dad using it. Or, she didn't know what really happen. Then, Dad was falling to the floor, and OD. And, at this time I don't remember, thinking what exactly happened after that. But, I still could see some pictures in my memory, the way Dad still narrating that he's not OD, he fell asleep and high. Then, he thought he was fine. Dad started a new day at the time. He tried to work things out and make his family happy. Then, it's getting better and better, until Dad realized it's just his wishes and he was the truth in Heaven. He did not see it coming. That he died. And, I think he talked to God. Then, things got better. God said he is not dead, yet. And...
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