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As I sat on the sofa, I leaned against an invisible shoulder.  I walked quickly right toward him. He also came toward me, so quickly that we almost hit each other's heads. We both laughed. The obstacle was that I couldn’t see what was holding me back today. 'I shouldn’t have run toward you. If I had been a little faster, we could have ended up hitting each other,' he said. I didn’t say anything. I thought the funnier this meeting began, the better it would be. Yet, typical him, he just a mind-reader. I only smiled and replied, "Let's just go walk, now." yet I remained frozen in space and time, just me and emptiness. We're walking to the city park and just went around, nothing really far but our steps actually might count like a mile. Restless just with him. I simply sat in silence, lost in my thoughts. It's nothing like there's no other place we can be. It's just I found my complete and I don't need to find anywhere else. "If only our ...
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Sweet of Mercy

Part I. A Sword, A Rage, and A Rabbit. Sleepy and astonished, living alone behind a glass box bed. There used to be four guards and they had died and were left unawakened, until they were surrounded by all the blooming and dry roses of thorns. Four tokens with silver were placed to share the memories of one day when awakening came. The shadows under the eyes that were chained to open because it wasn't even a beautiful dream but all the darkness and pain inside crawling devoured all the memories and the determination to live life as profit. Even in sleep, tears keep falling and it makes the bed still sweaty. Knowing once the light comes to be seen again, another journey will begin. New hope and new promise. But the time to let it go is harder than talking because it's all in the head. Heads with memory cannot be erased, cannot be reset. A wish is not an option. It stays there and gets heartbroken. In a dream, the bitter becomes hatred and torment. Let the world burn in hell, and...
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Shea by ChoccoBibi @BlueAgnis

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I colored it to make it feel alive and it looks like Cotton Candy!!! So cute.  Well here's the original one. 
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Another

She says it's something she has to throw away.  But she doesn't know what's behind her is in front.  People don't need her because she doesn't believe in herself.  Her existence never meant something good.  She says she is hurt to live her life, and she believes that every step she takes is not for good.  She says it's okay, it's okay.  If she does something for someone, at least she knows that the person who made her will know that she is worth being made.  She doesn't belong to her.  She says her life is never her own, and that's why it makes her break her own heart.  After all, she doesn't chase anything but herself.  Where she belongs and who she belongs to.  She says if she's not here, someone will take her place.  Even breathing is meaningless because the person who made her will replace her when she is no longer valuable.  But she says she should love herself.  She was already made like that.  She says tha...
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