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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

to the Kiss

I am losing my lifetime, it feels like the sand hourglass.  Who can tell if I am the person I have been waiting for? I can never see the thing I am longing to. I know it's a delusion. I can hardly want to if it's not real.  The idea of it's not real but it's not a delusion, something beyond the images or dreams. We both have same path and it kills you the more you realized you've been with someone this whole time and can't even see it.  We have too much to sense and yet too difficult to touch.  I have no regrets, even if I see the ending, how I'm drowning to the sand in hourglass.  I have tasted the beauty of love. Nothing can hurt me, anymore, even if my heart is aching and still the body and flesh torture my soul until nothing left, I have kissed the love. It is my peaceful.