Reserve

As I sat on the sofa, I leaned against an invisible shoulder.  I walked quickly right toward him. He also came toward me, so quickly that we almost hit each other's heads. We both laughed. The obstacle was that I couldn’t see what was holding me back today. 'I shouldn’t have run toward you. If I had been a little faster, we could have ended up hitting each other,' he said. I didn’t say anything. I thought the funnier this meeting began, the better it would be. Yet, typical him, he just a mind-reader. I only smiled and replied, "Let's just go walk, now." yet I remained frozen in space and time, just me and emptiness. We're walking to the city park and just went around, nothing really far but our steps actually might count like a mile. Restless just with him. I simply sat in silence, lost in my thoughts. It's nothing like there's no other place we can be. It's just I found my complete and I don't need to find anywhere else. "If only our ...
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Silent Bones

I put my mind blindly, yet thee full of maze and every time I keep lost
I follow thee wherever the heart might gone
For the history, I have made lots of fall down
With you, there love, I carry the empty words
Shall I go or shall I stay, the sorrow riddles always in the head
Lots of miserable thoughts I endure on my own

 Joggling and clowns around me, play my heart to against me
Singing of birds and great scent from flowers, good memories shall I remember
Even the sad ending still keep the beautiful essence from thee
Even worst pictures of thee put them to love thee 
in thee greatness and in thee madness

 But my soul guides me, thee love, I'm not yours
The answer for both of us, as we are, as one
Impossible, as we also said to ourselves, impossible, and we still guess
In the end, the edge reveals and I not see thee
As my thee with a blindfold at thee eyes, too long the fogs separate us

 My silent bones walk through many paths waiting
For my has walk through the tough and forceful roads
Yet, my soul is still alive and long live prosper, thee love, so are you
The one more path, it will not kill me, so let it be
Be mad, to me, I beg thee
For the eternity of memories, thee might won't to see me
I wish to leave and with no marks, thee might in longing hate at me
For the grieve I shall take within, thee full of broken hearts from me
For I am thee forgotten love bird
I'm nothing but the thorn which has been released

 I am my free soul and there I must made
I fight to lost, as you are as my thee love

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"I put my mind blindly, 
yet thee full of maze and every time I keep lost."
"For the history, I have made lots of fall down
With you, there love, I carry the empty words."
"Shall I go or shall I stay, 
the sorrow riddles always in head
Lots of miserable thoughts most of the time,
then I endure."
"Clowns around me, play my heart to against me
good memories I remember
Even pictures in greatness and madness, I love thee."
"and we still guess
The edge reveals and I not thee want
As my thee with a blindfold to see my soul."
"My silent bones walk through many paths waiting
For the tough and forceful roads
Yet, my soul as broken is still survive."
"Be mad, to me, I beg thee
For the eternity of memories, thee might won't see me
I wish to leave and with no marks."
"For the grieve I shall take within,
For I am forgotten love bird
I'm nothing but the thorn which has been released."
"As you see everyday
I ask for help but you deny it
I fight to lost, as you 
as my thee love."

~fin.


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