Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Wait For Me

"Sae Byul is not like that to me.. she won't do that to me."
"Neil, Sae Byul is sick. There's nothing you can do."
"No. This time is different. This time she believes in me."

She never came.

"No matter how hard I try to reach her but she won't let me."
"Neil, she did the same to me, too."
"She said she loves me."
"She never loves you."
"She loves me, and she knows I love her, too."
"I loved her. I also loved her! You knew that, too!"
"But she never loved you!"
"And so did you!"
"You're wrong, Yeong Hwan!"

She once was with him.

"Leave her, Neil."
"I won't."
"There's someone out there who really loves you."
"Who?"
"ME!"
"Kanede."
"Why were you wasting your life just to wait for her? What about me? Should I waste my life to just to wait for you, or looking at you like this?"
"Stop, Kanede, stop!"
"You're the one who should've stop long ago. Stop wait for her."
"I ... can't."
"Why?"

She needs me.


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