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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

The Apartment

I had a very horror dream last night. It was about a family decided to buy one old apartment building. It almost like they spend their whole money to that building. There was this Chinese restaurant on the front of the lobby. The old man owned the restaurant seemed very angry at the family on the day they're moving-in. The family started to see each of room and they were all studio room size. One of the child actually really interested with the architecture and interior design so she documented most of the rooms. Oddly, she seemed had sensing people were still living inside those empty apartment rooms, like moving shadows. On the next morning, the old man, the owner of that Chinese restaurant still opening in front of the lobby of apartment and the Father started on conversation with him but the family just stayed inside without knowing what were they talking. The youngest child actually started to play with the shadows in the apartment. When the sister caught her, turns out ...
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Lifetime

I can live my life thousands times more Be a different person each world Hurt and endure Hating myself at the end and do it all over again I will love you with all my life Be the one for you each world Caring and patience Grown old to die at the end and do it all over again I stop dreaming about you For I love to you too much I don't know how forget you I don't know if we can live another time I stop wishing you all well For I am no longer in your mind But again even we meet in another life I will always love you I can not let you go as I am now letting you let go of me I am not that strong as you are strongly leaving me I don't know what I want as you know really what you want If I am your poison If this world has killed you because of me I will do it all over again That's how much I love you But I know I can't reach you anymore This time only one time I can't wish for another lifetime For we only live once And here I am a...
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