Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Lifetime

I can live my life thousands times more
Be a different person each world
Hurt and endure
Hating myself at the end
and do it all over again

I will love you with all my life
Be the one for you each world
Caring and patience
Grown old to die at the end
and do it all over again

I stop dreaming about you
For I love to you too much
I don't know how forget you
I don't know if we can live another time

I stop wishing you all well
For I am no longer in your mind
But again even we meet in another life
I will always love you

I can not let you go as I am now letting you
let go of me
I am not that strong as you are strongly
leaving me
I don't know what I want as you know really
what you want

If I am your poison
If this world has killed you because of me
I will do it all over again
That's how much I love you

But I know I can't reach you anymore
This time only one time
I can't wish for another lifetime
For we only live once

And here I am again on blank spaces
Hoping you can come in
Create more lifetime
That won't happen

Forever

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