One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Lifetime

I can live my life thousands times more
Be a different person each world
Hurt and endure
Hating myself at the end
and do it all over again

I will love you with all my life
Be the one for you each world
Caring and patience
Grown old to die at the end
and do it all over again

I stop dreaming about you
For I love to you too much
I don't know how forget you
I don't know if we can live another time

I stop wishing you all well
For I am no longer in your mind
But again even we meet in another life
I will always love you

I can not let you go as I am now letting you
let go of me
I am not that strong as you are strongly
leaving me
I don't know what I want as you know really
what you want

If I am your poison
If this world has killed you because of me
I will do it all over again
That's how much I love you

But I know I can't reach you anymore
This time only one time
I can't wish for another lifetime
For we only live once

And here I am again on blank spaces
Hoping you can come in
Create more lifetime
That won't happen

Forever

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