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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Day 1: Alone

I feel such a distant that it's giving me a point I meant for be alone . No matter how much I've tried, it will always be me and myself, together trying to be happy.  If the happiness I make myself can be a person, I wish I can marry him. It's sad that I don't know why do I have to be this sad? 

Kala

Kala is someone who we thought in love with Ilua. Yet, Kala is there for Gala. Gala and Kala never meant to be together. They just in a time they is now having, fighting every day to be each other's strength. Gala and Kala is like future and past. Gala with his great future and Kala with all shadows of her past. As much as Kala always gives all her heart and it brings Gala so much courage, Gala can't save Kala because she's in the past. The things of Kala already written and Gala can only watching her dying as her written. Kala should not fall in love to Gala, and Ilua was really seeing that she supposed to be his. And yet, Ilua has a secret. The secret dragging him far away from Kala.  Kala can't see that Ilua is leaving her, yet her letters to Ilua made Ilua seeing how much Kala loves him so, even though it's not like how Kala loves Gala.  Ilua is leaving Kala without notice.  Ilua is leaving Gala and broke his heart. Kala saw Gala was too broken. Kala hurt so bad...