Posts

Showing posts from June, 2022

Reserve

As I sat on the sofa, I leaned against an invisible shoulder.  I walked quickly right toward him. He also came toward me, so quickly that we almost hit each other's heads. We both laughed. The obstacle was that I couldn’t see what was holding me back today. 'I shouldn’t have run toward you. If I had been a little faster, we could have ended up hitting each other,' he said. I didn’t say anything. I thought the funnier this meeting began, the better it would be. Yet, typical him, he just a mind-reader. I only smiled and replied, "Let's just go walk, now." yet I remained frozen in space and time, just me and emptiness. We're walking to the city park and just went around, nothing really far but our steps actually might count like a mile. Restless just with him. I simply sat in silence, lost in my thoughts. It's nothing like there's no other place we can be. It's just I found my complete and I don't need to find anywhere else. "If only our ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Day 1: Alone

I feel such a distant that it's giving me a point I meant for be alone . No matter how much I've tried, it will always be me and myself, together trying to be happy.  If the happiness I make myself can be a person, I wish I can marry him. It's sad that I don't know why do I have to be this sad? 

Kala

Kala is someone who we thought in love with Ilua. Yet, Kala is there for Gala. Gala and Kala never meant to be together. They just in a time they is now having, fighting every day to be each other's strength. Gala and Kala is like future and past. Gala with his great future and Kala with all shadows of her past. As much as Kala always gives all her heart and it brings Gala so much courage, Gala can't save Kala because she's in the past. The things of Kala already written and Gala can only watching her dying as her written. Kala should not fall in love to Gala, and Ilua was really seeing that she supposed to be his. And yet, Ilua has a secret. The secret dragging him far away from Kala.  Kala can't see that Ilua is leaving her, yet her letters to Ilua made Ilua seeing how much Kala loves him so, even though it's not like how Kala loves Gala.  Ilua is leaving Kala without notice.  Ilua is leaving Gala and broke his heart. Kala saw Gala was too broken. Kala hurt so bad...