One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Kala

Kala is someone who we thought in love with Ilua. Yet, Kala is there for Gala.

Gala and Kala never meant to be together.
They just in a time they is now having, fighting every day to be each other's strength.

Gala and Kala is like future and past. Gala with his great future and Kala with all shadows of her past. As much as Kala always gives all her heart and it brings Gala so much courage, Gala can't save Kala because she's in the past.

The things of Kala already written and Gala can only watching her dying as her written.

Kala should not fall in love to Gala, and Ilua was really seeing that she supposed to be his. And yet, Ilua has a secret. The secret dragging him far away from Kala. 

Kala can't see that Ilua is leaving her, yet her letters to Ilua made Ilua seeing how much Kala loves him so, even though it's not like how Kala loves Gala. 

Ilua is leaving Kala without notice. 
Ilua is leaving Gala and broke his heart.

Kala saw Gala was too broken.
Kala hurt so bad, as she's in the past and seeing the future she hoped would be the happiness and now it's just tears. 

Kala hopes she could do something. 
Even when she's in the past. 
At least before they forgot about her and keep moving forward to the future. 

There's Felipe. The strongest person even when Ilua also left him. Yet, Felipe was the one who made Kala in love with Gala.

Kala thought her days would always be sweet whenever Felipe there for her, when Gala was not around, when Ilua hiding away. Felipe is there for Kala. 

Felipe and Kala is like Kala and Gala. 
It's just Felipe knows Kala belongs to Gala.
Not like Ilua, Kala broke his heart.

As much as Kala and Gala never meant to be together, Felipe works harder. Even though, Kala also knew it won't work, no matter how we all tried. But, Kala loves Gala, Felipe wants to fight for that. 

It's just Kala destined to be doomed. She wished Felipe could see that. 

"It was once really beautiful dream, Felipe."
"When I hugged you from behind, it's never a dream. It was real. I was happy. I am happy with you."
"But, that happiness is now in the past. I am the past you should leave behind. Gala sees that. You should, too."
"I don't know what do you want, Kala! You want me to forget you? Forget all the memories you've given me? Just like what Ilua done to us?"
"I.. I thought I was the one who's going to leave, first. You knew Ilua was going to leave us, why you lied?"
"They made me do it. But, You knew."
"You don't want to hurt me, I get it, Felipe. You never hurt me even when you lied."
"I... I can't see you crumbling into ashes in front of my eyes."
"Then, you have to let me go, now."
"What is Gala going to do?"

Kala can see it when she closed her eyes. 
"He will see forward. He will only remember I'd always behind him."
"What about me?" Asked Felipe.
"I will only hurt you more when I'm crumbling. Close your eyes. Close your eyes from me."
"But we don't say goodbye."
"We do. Because it's good thing."

Felipe close his eyes. And, Kala turns into ashes. He could only hear the sound as if sand blew by the sea. 

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