Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Kala

Kala is someone who we thought in love with Ilua. Yet, Kala is there for Gala.

Gala and Kala never meant to be together.
They just in a time they is now having, fighting every day to be each other's strength.

Gala and Kala is like future and past. Gala with his great future and Kala with all shadows of her past. As much as Kala always gives all her heart and it brings Gala so much courage, Gala can't save Kala because she's in the past.

The things of Kala already written and Gala can only watching her dying as her written.

Kala should not fall in love to Gala, and Ilua was really seeing that she supposed to be his. And yet, Ilua has a secret. The secret dragging him far away from Kala. 

Kala can't see that Ilua is leaving her, yet her letters to Ilua made Ilua seeing how much Kala loves him so, even though it's not like how Kala loves Gala. 

Ilua is leaving Kala without notice. 
Ilua is leaving Gala and broke his heart.

Kala saw Gala was too broken.
Kala hurt so bad, as she's in the past and seeing the future she hoped would be the happiness and now it's just tears. 

Kala hopes she could do something. 
Even when she's in the past. 
At least before they forgot about her and keep moving forward to the future. 

There's Felipe. The strongest person even when Ilua also left him. Yet, Felipe was the one who made Kala in love with Gala.

Kala thought her days would always be sweet whenever Felipe there for her, when Gala was not around, when Ilua hiding away. Felipe is there for Kala. 

Felipe and Kala is like Kala and Gala. 
It's just Felipe knows Kala belongs to Gala.
Not like Ilua, Kala broke his heart.

As much as Kala and Gala never meant to be together, Felipe works harder. Even though, Kala also knew it won't work, no matter how we all tried. But, Kala loves Gala, Felipe wants to fight for that. 

It's just Kala destined to be doomed. She wished Felipe could see that. 

"It was once really beautiful dream, Felipe."
"When I hugged you from behind, it's never a dream. It was real. I was happy. I am happy with you."
"But, that happiness is now in the past. I am the past you should leave behind. Gala sees that. You should, too."
"I don't know what do you want, Kala! You want me to forget you? Forget all the memories you've given me? Just like what Ilua done to us?"
"I.. I thought I was the one who's going to leave, first. You knew Ilua was going to leave us, why you lied?"
"They made me do it. But, You knew."
"You don't want to hurt me, I get it, Felipe. You never hurt me even when you lied."
"I... I can't see you crumbling into ashes in front of my eyes."
"Then, you have to let me go, now."
"What is Gala going to do?"

Kala can see it when she closed her eyes. 
"He will see forward. He will only remember I'd always behind him."
"What about me?" Asked Felipe.
"I will only hurt you more when I'm crumbling. Close your eyes. Close your eyes from me."
"But we don't say goodbye."
"We do. Because it's good thing."

Felipe close his eyes. And, Kala turns into ashes. He could only hear the sound as if sand blew by the sea. 

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