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As I sat on the sofa, I leaned against an invisible shoulder.  I walked quickly right toward him. He also came toward me, so quickly that we almost hit each other's heads. We both laughed. The obstacle was that I couldn’t see what was holding me back today. 'I shouldn’t have run toward you. If I had been a little faster, we could have ended up hitting each other,' he said. I didn’t say anything. I thought the funnier this meeting began, the better it would be. Yet, typical him, he just a mind-reader. I only smiled and replied, "Let's just go walk, now." yet I remained frozen in space and time, just me and emptiness. We're walking to the city park and just went around, nothing really far but our steps actually might count like a mile. Restless just with him. I simply sat in silence, lost in my thoughts. It's nothing like there's no other place we can be. It's just I found my complete and I don't need to find anywhere else. "If only our ...
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Kala

Kala is someone who we thought in love with Ilua. Yet, Kala is there for Gala.

Gala and Kala never meant to be together.
They just in a time they is now having, fighting every day to be each other's strength.

Gala and Kala is like future and past. Gala with his great future and Kala with all shadows of her past. As much as Kala always gives all her heart and it brings Gala so much courage, Gala can't save Kala because she's in the past.

The things of Kala already written and Gala can only watching her dying as her written.

Kala should not fall in love to Gala, and Ilua was really seeing that she supposed to be his. And yet, Ilua has a secret. The secret dragging him far away from Kala. 

Kala can't see that Ilua is leaving her, yet her letters to Ilua made Ilua seeing how much Kala loves him so, even though it's not like how Kala loves Gala. 

Ilua is leaving Kala without notice. 
Ilua is leaving Gala and broke his heart.

Kala saw Gala was too broken.
Kala hurt so bad, as she's in the past and seeing the future she hoped would be the happiness and now it's just tears. 

Kala hopes she could do something. 
Even when she's in the past. 
At least before they forgot about her and keep moving forward to the future. 

There's Felipe. The strongest person even when Ilua also left him. Yet, Felipe was the one who made Kala in love with Gala.

Kala thought her days would always be sweet whenever Felipe there for her, when Gala was not around, when Ilua hiding away. Felipe is there for Kala. 

Felipe and Kala is like Kala and Gala. 
It's just Felipe knows Kala belongs to Gala.
Not like Ilua, Kala broke his heart.

As much as Kala and Gala never meant to be together, Felipe works harder. Even though, Kala also knew it won't work, no matter how we all tried. But, Kala loves Gala, Felipe wants to fight for that. 

It's just Kala destined to be doomed. She wished Felipe could see that. 

"It was once really beautiful dream, Felipe."
"When I hugged you from behind, it's never a dream. It was real. I was happy. I am happy with you."
"But, that happiness is now in the past. I am the past you should leave behind. Gala sees that. You should, too."
"I don't know what do you want, Kala! You want me to forget you? Forget all the memories you've given me? Just like what Ilua done to us?"
"I.. I thought I was the one who's going to leave, first. You knew Ilua was going to leave us, why you lied?"
"They made me do it. But, You knew."
"You don't want to hurt me, I get it, Felipe. You never hurt me even when you lied."
"I... I can't see you crumbling into ashes in front of my eyes."
"Then, you have to let me go, now."
"What is Gala going to do?"

Kala can see it when she closed her eyes. 
"He will see forward. He will only remember I'd always behind him."
"What about me?" Asked Felipe.
"I will only hurt you more when I'm crumbling. Close your eyes. Close your eyes from me."
"But we don't say goodbye."
"We do. Because it's good thing."

Felipe close his eyes. And, Kala turns into ashes. He could only hear the sound as if sand blew by the sea. 

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