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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Room 534

Room is a place as a stage where I am coming to the area of cottage and there they are, scattered randomm of many.  I followed the steps of the path and somehow ended up inside the Room 534.  What is Room 534? A room that only belong to they belong to mine.  He is not Ben. He's there like a devil. The one who given wrong direction with simple tricks. I like him. The idea of him pretending to try get to know me. It's thrilling. Yet, I know he's a stranger. The stranger I never will to meet in real world. The one I would never encounter. He made me to fill I was going to come with him. I had no thought about it first, yet I never really take time to think about such thing.  He wondered if I can help him. The way he want to get help. Of course, it's the only think I can do. To help the way I can. Yet, it ended up as, "It's like the forest had me to enter. That's what feels like." I looked at him as he with his black hair a mess and simple shirt and jeans ...