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As I sat on the sofa, I leaned against an invisible shoulder.  I walked quickly right toward him. He also came toward me, so quickly that we almost hit each other's heads. We both laughed. The obstacle was that I couldn’t see what was holding me back today. 'I shouldn’t have run toward you. If I had been a little faster, we could have ended up hitting each other,' he said. I didn’t say anything. I thought the funnier this meeting began, the better it would be. Yet, typical him, he just a mind-reader. I only smiled and replied, "Let's just go walk, now." yet I remained frozen in space and time, just me and emptiness. We're walking to the city park and just went around, nothing really far but our steps actually might count like a mile. Restless just with him. I simply sat in silence, lost in my thoughts. It's nothing like there's no other place we can be. It's just I found my complete and I don't need to find anywhere else. "If only our ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Room 534

Room is a place as a stage where I am coming to the area of cottage and there they are, scattered randomm of many.  I followed the steps of the path and somehow ended up inside the Room 534.  What is Room 534? A room that only belong to they belong to mine.  He is not Ben. He's there like a devil. The one who given wrong direction with simple tricks. I like him. The idea of him pretending to try get to know me. It's thrilling. Yet, I know he's a stranger. The stranger I never will to meet in real world. The one I would never encounter. He made me to fill I was going to come with him. I had no thought about it first, yet I never really take time to think about such thing.  He wondered if I can help him. The way he want to get help. Of course, it's the only think I can do. To help the way I can. Yet, it ended up as, "It's like the forest had me to enter. That's what feels like." I looked at him as he with his black hair a mess and simple shirt and jeans ...