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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Gala

"What does it mean when your love one is in the past?"

Tango at 3 AM

Mercy came with the box of chocolates and sitting next to me on sofa. He woke me up. "Wake up, love."  I am a light-sleeper, that makes me very easy to get up. He kissed me right away, in a cheek, "Bring you box of chocolates~" "Where have you been?",my eyes are blurred, "what time is it?" "3 AM."  "Did you just back home?" "I did," suddenly he hugging me, "Missed you." "Your body's cold." "It was really cold outside." "Take my blanket." I pulled the blanket on sofa and wrapped his back.  "It's not helping." He sniffed his face on my shoulder and it's tickling me.  "I was wondering why did you come home so late?" "I did not expect you on sofa when I came home." "I also did not think to wait for you home, tonight." "And so, this is what makes me really like you, love." "What?" "It's your nature to l...

Heavy Rain

The higher the water stagnates Nobody can survive My attempt to save myself Delayed to help others The longer I stay The valley is sinking Just watching from a distance Before the opportunity was lost And I go there There's nobody I just want to see I really hate it I can't  When He turned around As I wish Just a moment Let me visit for a moment Just once Then I will be gone  Everything just disappeared Like sweeping waves Footprints on the beach