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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Be Mine

Everything in my view is dark and noisy. All I could hear was the sound of the pouring rain outside. I was asleep, I remembered, but I felt the noise all around me. I'm no longer in solitude because my thoughts are noisy and how I am coping the situation I imagine it like it's a house music on the dance floor. I felt the coldness of the room from air conditioner and the sound of music mixed with people's cheers. I still closed my eyes and when everything was dark then I felt the flickering-colored lights. The hyped of cheering on my ears so tempting that I want to open my eyes. And, I opened my eyes.  When I opened my eyes, I was on the edge of the dance floor. Everyone cheered on those on the dance floor. I know them. They on the dance floor. Those whom I always hope to continue to meet, strangers who feel so close and hold me so tightly, without stopping to guard my steps so I don't fall down. Those who fight very hard and break their bones to be able to continue to r...

Rest in Peace

She no longer in pain.