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Reserve

As I sat on the sofa, I leaned against an invisible shoulder.  I walked quickly right toward him. He also came toward me, so quickly that we almost hit each other's heads. We both laughed. The obstacle was that I couldn’t see what was holding me back today. 'I shouldn’t have run toward you. If I had been a little faster, we could have ended up hitting each other,' he said. I didn’t say anything. I thought the funnier this meeting began, the better it would be. Yet, typical him, he just a mind-reader. I only smiled and replied, "Let's just go walk, now." yet I remained frozen in space and time, just me and emptiness. We're walking to the city park and just went around, nothing really far but our steps actually might count like a mile. Restless just with him. I simply sat in silence, lost in my thoughts. It's nothing like there's no other place we can be. It's just I found my complete and I don't need to find anywhere else. "If only our ...
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

The Warm Wheel

Carry the heavy but silent in mode, walk through the land yet dark and oiled. I whispered but no friends to talk, no hates go right. I held his arm but the wind take him into the storm and rain gone mad. I embraced his back to help him to be himself, yet the carry asked him not to. I let him go.  Run, devil, run, and shadows blacked his road. Let's stop but he kept run and he kept do for me asked to not do. He let them go. Carry the heavy bur silent in mode, walk through the land yet dark and oiled. The warm wheel, I let him go. And, goodreads version: Carry the heavy but silent in mode, walk through the land yet dark and oiled. I whispered but no friends to talk, no hates go right. I held his arm but the wind take him into the storm and rain gone mad. I embraced his back to help him, yet the carry asked him not to. I let him go.  Run, devil, run, and shadows black his road. Let's stop but he kept run and he kept do for me while I ask to not ...
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Last Touch

Aku menutup mataku dan seseorang yang kukenal ada di sana. Aku melangkahkan kakiku ke arahnya sama seperti ia mendatangiku. Aku berhenti dan ia selangkah mendekat. Aku menyapanya namun ia tidak menyahut. Aku menanyakan siapa yang ia cari namun raut mukanya tidak mengenalku. Aku menanyakan siapa yang ia cari lagi dan ia memberitahukannya. Aku kembali menutup mataku dan seseorang yang kukenal kembali di sana. Aku tidak melangkahkan kakiku dan raut mukanya berubah sedih. Aku benci melihatnya dan ia membiarkanku meninggalkannya. Aku menutup mataku dan seseorang yang kukenal ada di sana. Aku terdiam dan tidak bergerak ketika ia berubah tersenyum padaku. Aku tidak membalas dan ia mendatangiku. Aku memandangnya dan ia kembali mencari seseorang. Aku menjawab kalau yang ia cari tidak ada di sini. Aku menanyakan kapan yang ia cari akan datang dan ia tidak tahu. Aku ingin pergi karena udara berubah menjadi dingin dan ia pun menggigil. Aku berjalan dan ia menemani. Aku menutup ma...
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The Scientist: "Tell You I need You"

There's a whistleblower said the enemy country wants to send the stomic bomb to the land. They have lost so many people. While we're being good with our own hiding. It is very hard to see yourself as a double agent and your own foreign country were going down. But, it's the work to find the mother of the virus. To be in the country, I had to learn their language for about a month before I sailed by the secret stolen their little ship which being given by Abby's father. It was the night when Abby sat in front to me, crying and beg me for not go. I still remember her last saying, "Don't let go, Rover." She gave me the earring. I'm still wearing it. Much people on this country saying the one earring means I'm gay. Until the last moment we're together, she still made fun on me. After that night, I had lost my nationality and being the enemy nationality. I sailed just like an ordinary fisherman. I actually changed my face. Every morning, it's ...
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