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As I sat on the sofa, I leaned against an invisible shoulder.  I walked quickly right toward him. He also came toward me, so quickly that we almost hit each other's heads. We both laughed. The obstacle was that I couldn’t see what was holding me back today. 'I shouldn’t have run toward you. If I had been a little faster, we could have ended up hitting each other,' he said. I didn’t say anything. I thought the funnier this meeting began, the better it would be. Yet, typical him, he just a mind-reader. I only smiled and replied, "Let's just go walk, now." yet I remained frozen in space and time, just me and emptiness. We're walking to the city park and just went around, nothing really far but our steps actually might count like a mile. Restless just with him. I simply sat in silence, lost in my thoughts. It's nothing like there's no other place we can be. It's just I found my complete and I don't need to find anywhere else. "If only our ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

What is Wrong?

If you read this, then you  must be also read my latest story of "Not Anymore". I am sorry. That story was awful. I mean its not bad but very B rated. Also if you remember the story of "Indiana Dame"? It was very promising story, but it also had B rated. I deleted it. Tho, I kept a version on gwp. I will re-write it. I am really sorry, it won't happen again. Well, if you didn't know about Indiana Dame, its a story of art curator who lived in Brooklyn but had the dark past. Not her past but her lover's past, named Tom. Indiana and Tom grown up and started to getting to know thei feelings to each other, until Mina, Tom' former girfriend said she got MBA and its Tom's child. Things gone turnig table. Tom married Mina and Indiana got broken heart. What Indiana knew is one thing: Mina got  knocked up by a perverted teacher who she reported and the teacher put in jail for ten years. Ten years later, Mina revealed her true skin and using her own d...

White Dagger : Monolog

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Another World: The Whaledome

“I ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU’DE BE THE ONE TO SAVE ME. I WAS WRONG.        YOU’RE THE ONE THAT PUSHES ME OFF THE EDGE.”             Summer 2013, Patong Beach Hiruk pikuk jalan raya di siang hari terdengar dari jendela yang setengah terbuka dari rumah susun sederhana milik Gwen. Gwen dengan hanya memakai kaus kutang, celana pendek, mengipaskan diri dengan lembaran Koran. Kakinya satu ia naikkan ke atas sisi kursi yang ia duduki, ia terduduk di depan meja memandang mesin ketiknya.  Di sekitarnya begitu berantakan, seperti bungkusan mie instant bertumpukan, buku-buku berserakan, dan baju-baju kotor tidak tahu mana lagi yang layak dipakai. Ruangan itu, tepatnya kamar Gwen sendiri. Beberapa inci dari meja itu, langsung tempat tidur besi dengan kasur yang sudah tua, bahkan terlihat lebih tua dari umur Gwen. Di dalam ruangan itu, hanya ada kipas angin. Gwen hanya memandang beberapa saat ke ar...