One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Inception is Real

It was real. I had it last night. I didn't realize I have been on deep third layer and it was so scary. It had me thinking if I didn't know I almost got stucked on my own dream world, this dream world seems dangerous and totally was trying to never let you wake up.

I always thought that the demon had been trying to take my life while I slept. I had this problem, it's just I can not deny my deep consciousness has somekind cool personality as an exorcist expert? It's just like an automatic-mode, when the demon pops on my dream, my consciousness praying Our Father and somekind of The Conjuring bravery act-thing. Well, mostly it didn't work, I ended keep stuck and face the demon, until I figured it's only a dream and I woke up.

Interest thing, just at one time case, I tricked the way and made my own plot of dream as if well like Insidious thing, I started running around on my dream world. The dream world, as what we have seen on Inception, pretty much the world of our unconsciousness, which means I'm sort of jumping up to whole my dreams histories. Which is kind of unexpected but also cool. Now I know, that my unconsciousness does not forget one single thing of my dreams. It's just my conscious.

So, I was had that Inception thing last night. I met the demon, it was like I felt its eyes around me and it was just like a snap, I started to pray Our Father, shouted on my own bedroom, as if I was already awake but I didn't, until somehow I figured I was in my dream, I learnd I had to wake up, I woke up and I was on my bed. It felt heavy on my head and my eyes, but I was on my bedroom, I saw the lights and everything but until I learned my bedroom looks not like my bedroom. So, I was still on my own dream And then I learned it seems like I have been stucked on this layer of dream for long time, I'm losing track. But the moment I acknowledged it, I woke up.

Like the end of Inception.
IT'S INSANE.

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