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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Love is Making Journey until Heaven Wakes Among Nights

"I will not talk to you during our journey." I said to myself. I left the public toilet and returned to the parking lot. Friends are waiting on the minibus. He was there, I didn't know what to see, I looked away at all. I hate myself. I sat in the third row near the window. I open a little, the wind combs my hair bangs. More refreshing. But sometimes I want to see his face again. I don't know what I'm thinking, I don't want to show suspicious movements. The trip was quite short, we finally arrived at the housing estate. It was late afternoon, I was quite tired. We got out of the car with luggage. I do not stand with anyone. And He is with the others. I always feel too modest. I glanced at it from afar. How handsome. The second day, I walked around the neighborhood. There are lakes and puddles. What am I thinking? The morning sun is so beautiful around the lake and how the flowers blossom. Many flowers fall into the water....

Kelly's Night

Kelly's night was really weird. She saw a man has another man as his lover and wouldn't let him go. She was kind a jealous because he's so romantic with that man. Those two just didn't want to get separated. Later, she went to many places with the two. Like, looking at exhibition. Her mind got distracted. Until, that man's lover went leave the two alone. Kelly didn't realize she's alone with the man, instead she's been focus on a painting. Like in a room, on a bed there's a man, half naked with jeans, put his one warm hand on his own stomach and other looking at a phone. It's like a gesture of seeing a screen, but he seems happy and chat. Like a video call. There's something about deep love the person in that painting by giving that look. And, somehow Kelly heard someone's talking. That man was standing all the time next to her. He asked about what she was seeing in the painting. It was something else. Something else that put the man ...