Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Kelly's Night



Kelly's night was really weird. She saw a man has another man as his lover and wouldn't let him go. She was kind a jealous because he's so romantic with that man. Those two just didn't want to get separated. Later, she went to many places with the two. Like, looking at exhibition. Her mind got distracted. Until, that man's lover went leave the two alone. Kelly didn't realize she's alone with the man, instead she's been focus on a painting. Like in a room, on a bed there's a man, half naked with jeans, put his one warm hand on his own stomach and other looking at a phone. It's like a gesture of seeing a screen, but he seems happy and chat. Like a video call. There's something about deep love the person in that painting by giving that look. And, somehow Kelly heard someone's talking. That man was standing all the time next to her. He asked about what she was seeing in the painting. It was something else. Something else that put the man finally talked to her. This man, the reason she given her heart to this man. He's really different person than the last dream he was there because they both just met and dance on the dance floor. But, this time, he's really not her type except he's clearly handsome. Then, Kelly realized, her eyes back to the painting. He's so handsome so she just want his body? Kelly burst on laugh in front of the man.
The man looked at Kelly and he wondered why did she smile so bright? The man's lover came back. The man smiled brightly to his lover, as he embraced his lover and walk away from Kelly, he then heard a child's calling. The man looked another way where the voice's coming. The boy's calling Kelly's name. From back followed a man with hold another boy. He's smiling. They all came to Kelly and Kelly embraced them. It seemed Kelly was way more worried with the one boy who being held by the man. She's crying a lot when she finally held the little boy. While, other boy hugged her leg. And Kelly's eyes suddenly caught someone's looking at her. She's really on different part from him, he thought of what would happen to Kelly and the two little boys. He closed his eyes and he saw Kelly's future. Her death. Inside of the house. They all hid inside of the house somewhere. It scared him because he could see how Kelly would die. While they're hiding, they almost got a way out, but this other little boy, the quiet one, didn't move. It was because that little boy didn't move, She came back for him while another boy already walked out and safe. Then, another little boy back inside and reached his twin, slowly held his hand and that little boy moved, followed his brother. They were so little and slowly learned that Kelly was there, made a sign to be more quiet, and somehow they finally came out from the place. With pain and bleeding, Kelly was left behind dying but she made sure the one who killed her wouldn't chase those boys. Then, Kelly died, like a sleeping beauty. Knowing Kelly died like this, that man opened his eyes. 
He left his lover, came to that someone with Kelly and the boys. He hit that someone. “Leave her and the boys, you, Monster!”




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