One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

I leave it to you

If she reads this...

Are you happy?
I wish for my happiness every day.

Are you smiling?
I work so hard to put a smile on my face.

Are you thankful?
I have to keep saying it out loud until I do.

Are you among friends?
I don't have.

Are you having future?
I don't have.

I wish I didn't fool myself.
I wish I can wish something from the past.
I hurt myself.

I can't change.
I have no longer chance.
I thought I don't matter.
In this time or after this time.
I don't matter.

Before you remember me,
I wish I have already gone.
So, you don't need to be so sad.
When you turn your back to see me.
When I'm gone.

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