Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Revenge

Revenge is not justice. 
Not even a redemption. 
It just has to be done. 
And that's mean.
You can not always get what you want. 
But what I want just so you can not always get what you want. 
So be it . 
If for being good to you was not enough. 
Then I will pick the way you always wish for me to do. 
That we know. 
There's no such thing as good. 
Even so, there will be as hope.
As sun always rise every day.
And stars light us every night.
Every breath that we take to still alive.
For you to still walking the streets.
Heaven knows.
Hell knows.
About what I'm capable of.
About all of this kindness.
About there will be no next time. 
About what you wish for.
I know the price.
Still, I'm taking the chance, now.
Because I'm hurt.
To tell there's no wrong of anything.
If it's not God's permission.
It just has to be done.
I know, it's mean.  

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