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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Our Whole Scene

Look, I don't talk much stuff I don't trust people But, I trust you And I want to make this work Just take sometimes Take your mind off of things If it's not okay, let's we break If you then feel missing, I'm here Begin it with me Every day, again Keep the change Have things to reminds you Look, no matter what If we ever get down Who knows when that'll be Please, see the whole scene I love you.

If We Had Time

Right at the end of the road Here we will say goodbye But you hold my hands when no ones ever try You stop me to walk, stay, you said My heart hurts and it makes me cry In front of me just clear and peace Here we will be apart But you hold me to turn around when it's impossible for me What if we had more time To say greetings every day To run to one another To miss you very much The way you look at me will reminds What if we had more time To say love every day To kiss to one another To miss you very much The way you want me will be always in my heart Turn around and don't leave me Wasting your whole time with me Until our old ages be cometh Just not now, not like this No matter how hard it will be, just stay with me I will always be next to you Hold my hands or I will tremble I will be regrets for the rest of my life And every day I will say if we had time goodreads version: Right at the end of the road Here we will say goodbye But you...

Better Break Up

I think you have no feelings for me. But, it seems like never enough. You do what you want anyway. And, I want to do anything I want. But, I just can't. Better we are foes, so we won't smile to each other. Better we just fight like we're once. Better we break up, right? The last time I asked you, "You shouldn't trust me." To tell you how I felt, was not enough. I will try to tell you the truth. I want to take advantages from you. I was wondering if we could just end up nobody to each other. Well, let's not just do anything anymore. I was counting how many times I delete your phone number. Now, I will do it again.

Another Past: Part I

The Whaledome was never be the place of saved asylum to live in the world on the future. Inside The Whaledome, there still the horrors like the Burns disease, people turns mad and changes into murders. And the sickness, white-skinned, coughs, blindness, hunchback, and die instanly. Also, strange and carnivore animals just hide at the soils around The Whaledome. But, the worst part was the attack from people outside The Whaledome. There were others and they wants to hijacked the ship because nothing could survive longer under the ground like The Whaledome has done.  The secret was the Ancient Maze, the cave that Old Voyages found after the first attack of The Whaledome by people outside the ship. The Whaledome went down deeper after the attack and hit the Ancient Maze. Ancient Maze was actually the cave with dangerous ancient animals and wild strange forest. The Whaledome people are not allowed to went to the cave except Old Voyages, Patrols, and Resource Men. Ancient Maze actua...

Dengarkan Lagu

The tunes are strange The hearts hurt Yet the pride still high and prejudice still haunt The honesty not enough The breath in rushing Relieve or not relieve Day by day passes Judge in massive mind No power to speak And I heard about January Is this the song? Someone is left

Another Past: Monolog

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Gwenda Abbon, 18 years old was living in the place, right on the center of the earth, called The Whaledome. It's really a big massive dome and stood side by side with the ancient center earth cave called Ancient Maze. She used to live in the future. You might not want to know the year, but Gwenda told me, our world will not be what we used to know, anymore. Gwenda is a ghost, from the future, she said that she knew she will be on the past after she died. And now, she haunted me. I am the writer. Gwenda told me about the future she is being told before The Whaledome road down to Ancient Maze. She used to be history teacher, there she told me everything about the doomsday. Economy has a throne of power, politics is only seen as a form of fraud and no one believes anyone. Everyone will be crazy for an idea to save the world and war is everywhere. The world is not to be saved, but the souls, as notified by valuable book to everyone. But no one believed it. Earthquake...

Cinema Paradiso

Jika kamu melihat apa yang kulihat sehari saja Kau dapat melihat keindahan yang kulihat Yang ada pada matamu Entah itu nyata bagiku Jika kamu mengetahui isi hatiku sehari saja Kau dapat mengetahui apa yang kurasakan Saat menggandeng tanganmu kuat Memelukmu Entah itu nyata bagiku Jika kamu berada didalam ku sehari saja Kau akan mendapatkanku Jatuh cinta padamu Semenjak pertama kali bersamamu Apa yang kurasakan Hanya mencintaimu Untuk membuatmu merasakan perasaanku Hanya mencintaimu

Dia dan Kamu

Kalau sampai waktunya tiba, apa yang akan kulakukan adalah melihat mu dari jauh. Kupikir aku merasakan hal yang sama dengan yang dulu, dengan seseorang yang lain dan denganmu. Aku harap kau mengerti yang kumaksudkan. Mungkin kau menyukainya atau malah terasa membosankan. Sejak awal yang kuinginkan hanya ingin mengubah kesalahan yang telah kuperbuat. Namun kusadari, dengan nya dan dengan mu, semua terasa terulang kembali. Aku merasakan kesalahan itu bukan dari pada mu, tapi aku. Fase-fase yang akan kulakukan adalah sama. Dan itu mungkin yang menjadikan mu bukan aku yang harus memilih. Bertahan atau pergi. Ketika aku memilih untuk mundur lebih dahulu, seseorang itu bahagia. Aku ingin mundur. Dan Aku takut, kau tahu? Aku belum pernah memilih untuk bertahan. Aku tak mau hasilnya  malah tidak menyenangkan. Jadi, kau tidak perlu khawatir. Aku akan baik-baik saja. Aku membiarkan mu untuk memilih.  Kurasa seimbang. Andai kamu bertanya. Karena ketika mataku...

My Favorite Serial TV Drama

Aku jatuh cinta ama serial tv drama semenjak nonton 1. Endless Love, korea drama 2. Full House, korea drama Lalu kemudian aku mulai semakin jatuh cinta dengan drama-drama jepang: 2. Nobuta wa produce 3. Gokusen 2 4. Dragon Sakura 5. Nodame Contabile 6. Buzzer Beat 7. Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon 8. Yukan Club 9. Yamato Nadeshiko Shinchi Henge 10. Ouran High School Host Club 11. 1 Litre of Tears 12. Itazura na Kiss Lalu masuknya drama taiwan, jujur yg kusuka: 13. Twins / 100% Senorita 14. Frog Prince 15. Meteor Garden 16. Snow Angel 17. Mars 18. MVP Lovers 19. Love at Aegean Sea 20. It Started With A Kiss Lalu aku kembali ke serial drama korea: 19. My Girl 20. Sassy Girl, Chun Yang 21. Brilliant Legacy 22. Bad Guy 23. Princess Hours 24. Beethoven Virus 25. You're Beautiful 26. Partner 27. Soulmate 28. Tamra, The Island 29. Operation Proposal 30. Will It Snow for Christmas? 31. Cinderella Stepsister 32. Cheongdamdong Alice 33. Mackerel Run 34. I...