Reserve

As I sat on the sofa, I leaned against an invisible shoulder.  I walked quickly right toward him. He also came toward me, so quickly that we almost hit each other's heads. We both laughed. The obstacle was that I couldn’t see what was holding me back today. 'I shouldn’t have run toward you. If I had been a little faster, we could have ended up hitting each other,' he said. I didn’t say anything. I thought the funnier this meeting began, the better it would be. Yet, typical him, he just a mind-reader. I only smiled and replied, "Let's just go walk, now." yet I remained frozen in space and time, just me and emptiness. We're walking to the city park and just went around, nothing really far but our steps actually might count like a mile. Restless just with him. I simply sat in silence, lost in my thoughts. It's nothing like there's no other place we can be. It's just I found my complete and I don't need to find anywhere else. "If only our ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

What If "Manyage" (Indonesia Version)

Andaikan

Andaikan
Andai ku mendekat
mendekat ke arah mu
kau menghindar
atau bertahan
tak berani ku terka

Dan andaikan
andai kau yang pergi
pergi meninggalkan ku
tak terbayang
ku tak kan bertahan
jangan pergi dariku

Mungkin bodoh diriku
yang hanya bisa melihatmu dari jauh
Meski ku tak tahu perasaanmu
ku cinta mu
Bodohnya ku tak mampu katakan

Mungkin bodoh diriku
tak mampu mengatakan ku cinta padamu
ku takut kau pergi tinggalkan aku
Hanya bisa menunggu
Melihatmu dari jauh

Andaikan
Andai kau mendekat
Mendekat ke arah ku
Apa yang harus aku lakukan
ku tak bisa ungkapkan

Mungkin bodoh diriku
yang hanya bisa melihatmu dari jauh
Meski ku tak tahu perasaanmu
ku cinta mu
Bodohnya ku tak mampu katakan

Mungkin bodoh diriku
tak mampu mengatakan ku cinta padamu
ku takut kau pergi tinggalkan aku
Hanya bisa menunggu
Melihatmu dari jauh

Memang bodoh diriku
tak mampu mengatakan ku cinta padamu
ku berakhir sendiri kau pun pergi 
Hanya bisa menunggu
Melihatmu dari jauh

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