Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

What If "Manyage" (Indonesia Version)

Andaikan

Andaikan
Andai ku mendekat
mendekat ke arah mu
kau menghindar
atau bertahan
tak berani ku terka

Dan andaikan
andai kau yang pergi
pergi meninggalkan ku
tak terbayang
ku tak kan bertahan
jangan pergi dariku

Mungkin bodoh diriku
yang hanya bisa melihatmu dari jauh
Meski ku tak tahu perasaanmu
ku cinta mu
Bodohnya ku tak mampu katakan

Mungkin bodoh diriku
tak mampu mengatakan ku cinta padamu
ku takut kau pergi tinggalkan aku
Hanya bisa menunggu
Melihatmu dari jauh

Andaikan
Andai kau mendekat
Mendekat ke arah ku
Apa yang harus aku lakukan
ku tak bisa ungkapkan

Mungkin bodoh diriku
yang hanya bisa melihatmu dari jauh
Meski ku tak tahu perasaanmu
ku cinta mu
Bodohnya ku tak mampu katakan

Mungkin bodoh diriku
tak mampu mengatakan ku cinta padamu
ku takut kau pergi tinggalkan aku
Hanya bisa menunggu
Melihatmu dari jauh

Memang bodoh diriku
tak mampu mengatakan ku cinta padamu
ku berakhir sendiri kau pun pergi 
Hanya bisa menunggu
Melihatmu dari jauh

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