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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Adagio du Ciel

"Your name is now Sun Wook. Baek Sun Wook." That's all I could remember about my childhood. To be now living as a chaebol's heir and running great kingdom of entertainment market, people pretending to love me so they could get my affectionate. But, there is nothing I could do. I used to walk to the house I once lived but not somuch memories. Something happened, I know. An accident. I got a big scar under my hair. It killed my parents. That's all I know. My Grandfather took me. He loved his only daughter so much, but he never really accepting her marriage with my father. He was never in my memory, too. He just there when I ended up alone at the foster house. I was 12 years old. It's been twenty years and tonight is the party of me be the first President of the company. My grandfather has decided to finally retired. I wasn't really wish he would ever do that. I could only wish I would repay my debt to him. Without him, I might now end up alone. But, ...
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Balada Rupa / Complexions

Saki is meeting Jyo in a bar. It’s just like smiling to one another from far. Then, they met again. Saki learned Jyo is a street model. Saki saw a photoshoot among the crowd, then she left back to office in the building. Jyo saw her. But, they thought it was just the end. They met for third time out the city. But it's not the one she looking for.  His name is Gon. Gon has tempermental issue. He just keeps confusing and angry at everyone. Saki hates Gon the moment they met. But, Saki couldn't stop looking at Gon. He looks like Jyo. Gon is a player but since Saki came, he starts to fall into Saki. Later, Saki was seeing Gon and just like right time, Gon truly in love. Saki thought she finally happy. It’s just, that third time, she met again with Jyo was the time she’s in relationship with Gon. Jyo just passing by and he straight to run cross the street and came to her.   Jyo promised to himself that he won't let go Saki if they mee...
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Soul's Desire

This is the memory of us. If you forget them, it’s alright.  I am going to remind it to you. “Juutaro Matsuda?” Rae was looking for the student who supposed to pair in this game. Juu was sleeping in the field with his manga and hid his face. Juu woke up and saw this girl.  He knew this girl.  He never thought he could get chance to finally know her.  They have to be pair up for this evening screaming night.    But, everyone knows Midore Akabana, Rae, is Daichi Kyose’s girlfriend.         Midore, Rae, she’s really nice person and devoted girlfriend, she’s sincerely doing everything for Daichi. But, no one really know Daichi except he’s always busy studying for medical school. Rae, always be seen by Juu as that girl he wanted to know since middle school. But, it was just a normal Sunday at time, Juu was going to festival and ask Rae, but he saw Daichi and his nerd boys came to Rae and they both became history...
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She was Hurt

An open letter for Her. If you read this. I hate it. I really care about you. You are the most beautiful and wonderful person I have ever met. I hurt you and I am really sorry. I didn't mean but the universe has settled our journey.  If you read this. The reason I didn't contact you ever because it is my mistaken. I can't keep promises. Jus like with other girls, I realized ... I put you as other girl. I feel bad. I kept lying and you kept forgiven me. Yet, we are not in real relationship. I hate myself to blame you pushing me into being someone not me at all. Or maybe you just want to let me be myself the one I had let it go long time as my circle wouldn't let me to be. Again, it's hurting me either way. If you read this. Please, keep read this. I thought to keep up with you will make me happy. It is not going to happen because you are not the reason at all. Yet, that true reason never shows up.  If you read this. If I have been hurting you a lot. I am really sorry...
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