One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Away from Me

The song starts playing. The dance began.

I can't think of how this dance should be done. I just looked at him. 

Tonight might just be like this. Maybe this affair will all end tonight.

"You will leave me." I don't know why I said that when we danced.

"Yes." He answered.

"Take me with you."

He looked at me. The dance was quite difficult. We turned around and changed partners. We just looked at each other from afar. Until he finally came back to me.

"You are going to leave me." he said.

"I'm not."

"I am not yours."

I know. I knew from the start, he didn't have to reveal it.

We kept on dancing until I felt nauseous. 

We parted again. 

This time I was like a very strong dizziness. If I don't pull over, I might fall. I quickly pulled over and walked out of the dance hall.

It's always like this. I walk alone at the hallway.

"Where did you go?"

He immediately picked me up. 

"Let me go." I cried while walk away from him. 

"Don't leave me."

I won't. I would go with you.... if you let me. 

The horse carriage was running in the cold night. My heart is like shattered into pieces. 

Why did I leave him behind like that?

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