One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Today's Illness

 This is my first time to get really hurt all over my body.

I think it's getting really hurt, this time. 

It makes me want to write more. I am hiding from my pain, right now. I don't know when it comes back so I'm writing this, now. 

It feels like I can't control my head. It's like my head knows it's really painful and it wants to sleep. 

And, I almost fell in front of the house but I arrived safely, right on time. I couldn't hold the pain, I need to go to sleep, I closed my eyes and it stayed. 

It hurts so bad, I cried. This is my first time I screamed and crying. 

I couldn't help myself. 

One thing I know, it feels like I am scared when the weather gets colder. I think I won't make it when the winter is coming. 


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