One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

the Better

She keeps walking to the wrong path
She blinds her heart

She keeps making same mistakes
She put everything in numb

She never really listen
She hurt herself

And, she still tries
And, that's good

Because she is still fighting for that one
Once upon a dream

It was all once upon a dream for her
Yet, it was so beautiful
So beautiful that made her still breathing

She thought if only she not remember it
Then, she has nothing left
I guess that's the right time she has to go

The world deserves someone better than her
That's what He told me
Yet, she's still trying

She said, "He is my first love. That I remember, that what makes me breathing."

If only He isn't, I say, the better.
Yet, she never can forget Him.
And He keeps hurting her.

And, she's still trying
Why? 
She said, "He is my first love. That, I still remember."

But, He wants more
And she really not meant for Him
Yet, she's too dumb to realize

She's a fool
She's nothing
She has no one left
Just once upon a dream

I hope one day she finally can let Him go
Like a rose is Him, the thorns hurt her
Does she even deserve heaven?
He makes her sure she's going to hell.

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