One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

The Way Up

In a dream, this world of Alice in Borderland.

He scared while I am followed the path.
Go to the way up.
I have a thought that I am a good and bad liar.
A good liar because I believe that all the lies I made are the truth.
A bad liar because I made people just give in with the lies even though they've knew it already.

I am really at my worst that I don't know what to do anything else except to become something I can't even recognize myself. 

I just think I would do anything over something that doesn't give me any future.
Because it's too hurt to not wreck myself?
It's undoubtfully stupid and impulsive act.

Which I like it but for my own good. 
It's not for my own good, it's just for my mental state. 
To make people believe I was insane... or sane, any choice to make?

I just love to know. How to go the way up. 
And when I am on up, I don't like it. 
I just want to be with the simple minded but also respectful. 

But in this kind of world, it's never be on the line. 
Except if you're pretty. 

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