One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Defenseless

They're the kind that want her to become what they want her to be.
by telling them what to wear, how to have their hair styled, how they act. 
They don't respect her the way she should be respected. 
Even though she's comfortable around other guys and has no problem playing with their emotions a tiny bit
when she doesn't have affectionate feelings towards them
But with the guy she's feeling for is around, 
she doesn't know what to do, is afraid to do anything, and just freezes. 
She's afraid of speaking up, fearing that something horrible would happen 
She hates feeling that way

 She loves to tease guys
mess around with their heads a little bit and doesn't have trouble being around them. 
She starts having feelings for a guy and it scares her a bit. 
She wants to dress up, gussy herself up and be more womanly for him, 
She wants to impress him. 
She starts feeling nervous and giddy around him.
She decides and tries to play it off and be her typical self
She was had love, but has been burned badly, 
She never wants to be hurt again. 
it backfires and she falls all over him. 
So she's trying her best to keep her distance and not fall for him. 
She seems like she's never been in love before
She hates feeling so defenseless that way

 She feels that this is happening again with her newest guy, 
She decides to put her foot down and prevent herself from falling for the same trap. 
She tries to speak up and be her own self, 
But he thinks she wants more of his attention, 
it comes out all wrong. 

 Emotion, defenselessness, passion and fear all at once.

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