One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

When I Was A Fool

Failed for being a friend
Failed to take all being slowly
Then regrets came to my dreams
And that is when I was a fool

To push things far behind
Or even run away from the front
Then needs became missing so much
And that is when I was a fool

And what I have become, now?
I ask and beg for some more
Screaming out loud to got choked
Empty hugs and empty laughters
Done nothing and being fool

So sad, so can not smile
So blur, so can not see
So deep, so can not feel

Curious then cry with all my heart
Never lies but the road leads nowhere
Who would have believed
That it's part of my dream
Nothing's real, nothing's wise

When I was a fool
Seems light was years away
When I was a fool
Seems to leave was the last choice

And rains and lone street are friends
Dance floor and beat of songs guiding
Random people are family
And the night is my lover

I'm finding it hard to do anything
I thought the dream will not let me go
I wish I can put all things to the trash
But life still goes on, and on, and on

It shouldn't be that hard
I have been this very moment many times
It shouldn't be this hard
Where I could whispered it's nothing

When I was a fool
I want to stay
Stay for once upon a time
Once more
Ever
No ends
Hunger

When I was a fool
There, God
Help me!

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