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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Deactivate

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This account had become my achievements to be on movie and music department. No wonder, all of my tweets on this account was amazing. I thought, "There must be people who really appreciated with my tweet because for almost 6 years, I have 298 followers in the end of my time. I don't know anything like this, but it would be the most treasure ever. I won't forget. Well, then, it must our ends, too. I'm not a person who will work around movie or music industry, that's the whole reason why I should deactivate it. I'm not going to, either. #hwaaahhh even to tell these words, my heart was aching. I couldn't even cry. Many people think that it's only a hobby or nearer those thoughts. It's not. It's my wish to come true. I want to work on movie and music industry. But, I couldn't achieve them because all I have was my knowledge. No tools or experience. Just skills without supports. So, then, well it must ends, right here, right now....

Troubles Lovin' Her (Draft) Ep.5

Choi Tae Jun is staring at Kim Soo Joo as if Kim Soo Joo must hide of something. Kim Soo Joo then laughed, "What are you looking at?" Choi Tae Jun was startled like he is being caught. So Choi Tae Jun replied quickly, "It's nothing. It's just a foolish sight. Like your look remember me of someone." Choi Tae Jun quickly turn off the tape. Kim Soo Joo back just staring at Choi Tae Jun.  Choi Tae Jun back to drive. Choi Tae Jun drove Kim Soo Joo to the apartment. Choi Tae Jun asked if that's the household and Kim Soo Joo said yes, even she said, "It's even my first time to bring a man drive me home." Choi Tae Jun was surprised. Kim Soo Joo asked if Choi Tae Jun wants to come for a moment. But, Choi Tae Jun said, no. Choi Tae Jun waited Kim Soo Joo gets into the apartment but Choi Tae Jun then asked, "I never tell anyone about how I ... we talk about it. I don't even know why I can suddenly talk honestly with you." Kim Soo Joo j...

Insane

It's a very big white room. July stands alone. Jaesung comes to her and kiss her forehead. July smiles. Choyun stands from far with a sad face. In front of him there's his young brother, died, lie down, already in blue. A slide memory, his young brother wants to jump off the cliff. Choyun screams, "Sunju!" and he jumped with his young brother. July and Jaesung found another side of the room, Choyun's the one who became the cold body. Sunju cried, "I am sorry, Hyung! Hyung, wake up! Please, come back!" Then, there's a big mirror behind of Sunju, and when it comes inside the mirror, it was Choyun who cried for Sunju's death. Choyun look to both of couple and point out somewhere else. Seuhan suddenly appears and pulls the trigger. In front of him there's July *me*. Seuhan asked, "Do you want to die?" July looked into Seuhan with in shock, and there's a big mirror behind Seuhan. A slide memory, Seuhan and July were...

Morning Face!

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Good Morning! ^^

Ho Sun and July

It's a ballad story. Too dramatic. Beyond normal people will go to have experience. So, bear with it. July *me* is putting the smartphone in front of her. Ho Sun just dribbles the basketball around the field. He plays it very well. July captured Ho Sun looks while he playin'. Ho Sun knew July captured his moves. Ho Sun came to her and July suddenly stopped her doing. "Why you taking pictures?" "No one believes me that you're really good on pictures." "What is that suppose to mean?" "One day, you're going to be a famous athlete and all girls being your fans. Me, I'll be the one who sits in front of my living room sofa and glad, we've several pictures together." Ho Sun then laughed. "Well, let's take pictures, together." July face is blushing. They both take pictures together. "Huaah... I look so handsome." "I told you." "You look so pretty, too." "I'm no...

Am I?

Her dancing, I still remember. The waltz or her sweats. Then, the piano tunes keep it on jazz. So much nerves when I saw her in front of me. Myself couldn't be so attractive like her at that time. No matter words in my head try to describe. No her, now, in my future. Like a memory. A slight of greatest night. I missed her. Time has changed so bad. Between me and the memory, I even lost when that time ever happen. The dream in my head and skin ship I felt as our last touch on the dance floor. Nothing makes me in real. On this bar, I now, just remember her. Singing the blues. Old karaoke, I bet. No more spot lights, just old bartender. Old woman I never thoughts she will drink here. The place suppose to be full of youthness. Or, am I already old, now? It was suppose to be a cold evening and there's the warm gestures in our moves. The smells from her perfume, I kept it as the favorite scent. Incomplete ending, she just disappeared. For one reason, I used t...

Please

I was standing across the street. Cole was standing next to me. He asked me, "What are you doing?" I was walking down to the road, it was a red light, the road was empty. Cole was doing the same thing, "Is this for me?" I turned and look forward to the cars will come. Cole open his arms, block my sights, "Don't!" I closed my eyes. Cole shouted, "Don't you dare, Linda!" I knew it was a green light, I opened my eyes, I saw a big truck, and Cole was not in front of me. A honk and a break, just like seconds, brought up together, stopped right in front of me. I cried, "Cole, please, get out of my head." It was like something inside your head that you couldn't control it and yet, you are the one who truly made it, from the beginning. She was standing across the street. I was standing next to her. I asked her, "What are you doing?" She was walking down the road, it was red light, the road was empty. I was doing the same t...