The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia
Aurora 2015
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It's already on September and I thought, I should at least be grateful or anything. This year was the second hardest part of my life. They kept telling me it's my fault and I have no doubt either about it.
Cinema world seemed very curious about me.
It's all start with my idea to read 35 books for the year in goodreads.com *something made me I shouldn't do that!*
But, I pretty much explore so many science-fiction books that I can read along. One of them was Ready Player One by Ernest Cline. So, I decided to read the book in 2015, 6th January.And, Steven Spielberg signed on to direct in March 2015. It's Steven Spielberg, so I was like in absolute happy.
Then, I kind of forgot and stuffs, along the months I really obsessed with Gene Wilder. I mean, it all started with I wonder who's Mel Brooks in February 2015 (*read my post: http://julybones.blogspot.co.id/2015/02/magic-word-mel-brooks.html ) and after that I found his movie with Gene Wilder in Young Frankenstein (1974), it was the most funny spin-off. But, I realized I never really watch Gene Wilder movies *because obviously I love Willy Wonka's version from Johnny Depp, sorry* so I watched his Willy Wonka, The Producers *damn, even I watched and never forgot Matthew Broderick and Uma Thurman version*, The Frisco Kid, and The Adventure of Sherlock Holmes' Smarter Brother. It was insanely funny! Those movies became my obsession of weekend movie marathon because I don't know, I just want to watch them again and again! And, it just happened when Steven Spielberg made a rumor or an announcement or just a thought to lure Gene Wilder out form his retirement and play in his movie.
Second was three movies using my name, and these three movies gave me a great genre and plot in their trailers:
1. AURORA (science-fiction), director: Robert Kouba
2. Aurora (drama), director: Rodrigo Sepúlveda
3. Borealis (comedy-drama), director: Jonas Chernick
this one was I'm not expected. I changed my twitter profile like this, long before the trailer came out and I meant that because I thought about Luna Lovegood.
and this is me:
and turns out, there's this documentary from Joshua Oppenheimer about my country in 1965, The Look of Silence:
and then, there's this truly a movie with my name on it:
4. Aurora Teagarden, from Charleene Harris (mystery-detective novel series), they made two books into movies: A Bone to Pick and Real Murders.
dame, this was Charleene Harris first book and she's my no.1 vampire novel genre writer, True Blood!
Not just cinema but also music.
First:
I'm not saying that I'm obsessed with James Bond. I just love Daniel Craig as James Bond. So, this SPECTRE upcoming sequel is really one of thing that I can't wait to see it, especially for Ben Whishaw in it as Q. It was the most surprising cast when I watched Skyfall. Ben Whishaw was my favorite actor. But, his gadgets in Skyfall were ridiculous, I must admit. *OH! I LOVE BEN WHISHAW SO MUCH!* And, I really found Sam Smith as best artist of the year. The minute people asking who's going to replace Adele for James Bond soundtrack, of course we really want Sam Smith to be in it. He denied it so fast. But, turned out he put this twitter announcement, wore a ring with SPECTRE symbol. *We all being fooled!*
But, dame, my dream came true. "TO THE OSCAR AND BEYOND!"
Second:
my favorite jazz group in my country, Maliq & d'essentials, their new single bonus song: Aurora.
He holds my hand and we're going to the grocery store. Lots of couples and the children. "Why don't we have kids, too?" "Hmm... Convince me until the end of our grocery time so we can have kids." I don't remember what he did but he actually made me believe we need to have kids. But, at the end of grocery time, his face turned sad. He found me still in doubt to have kids. "This night, I do." And, he smiled. While we back home, around the neighborhood, we visit the city park. "You are beautiful." "You are the most handsome person I won't give up to any men, even if he's king of England." "Well, that too much." "Or even, if you don't love me anymore." "I won't." There comes the woman, she used to be his woman. He chats with her while I keep smiling. I know myself. She really loves him. I mean, she is gorgeous, he is gorgeous, and I might be cute. So, he cho...
Gwenda Abbon, 18 years old was living in the place, right on the center of the earth, called The Whaledome. It's really a big massive dome and stood side by side with the ancient center earth cave called Ancient Maze. She used to live in the future. You might not want to know the year, but Gwenda told me, our world will not be what we used to know, anymore. Gwenda is a ghost, from the future, she said that she knew she will be on the past after she died. And now, she haunted me. I am the writer. Gwenda told me about the future she is being told before The Whaledome road down to Ancient Maze. She used to be history teacher, there she told me everything about the doomsday. Economy has a throne of power, politics is only seen as a form of fraud and no one believes anyone. Everyone will be crazy for an idea to save the world and war is everywhere. The world is not to be saved, but the souls, as notified by valuable book to everyone. But no one believed it. Earthquake...
Maybe I'm not the first choice or the one who had been expected. Maybe I'm not someone who is perfect for him. Maybe I'm just holding this during my journey with him. Until I walk alone, try on myself facing the truths , I was slapped with fond memories of his pieces and they were always there in every sheet of my life. I was slapped with how beautiful he had filled my life. At the end of my journey, I know I love him. I think it was a game, but it turned out I found a pillow and blanket currently most comfort and what I needed. Now, I would never be able to jump over the wall where I did not have any tools to break even destroy it. I just will always cooped up in a cage. Many things I've done to make myself enjoy life in a cage, but it turns out when I realized how bored now, I had forgotten how fun outside the cage. I thought I was late to realize that the world outside the cage, but it turned out they were friends outside the cage care of me, even though I was...
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