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Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Humor Chat from Fangirl 1.09 "Loving Man of Steel doesn't mean A Bad Taste"

I'm totally upset with what Anthony Mackie just did, he hates Man of Steel so bad, I mean that's fine, but he called people who loved Man of Steel as a bad taste .  Well, let's talk about this unacceptable thing! It's like a humiliation for people who really loved Jurassic Park: The Lost World. Like, what's wrong with that? He didn't appreciate all people behind who made this great movie Man of Steel! Obviously! YOU CAN START from min. 08:00, because the opening was about KPOP Today ^^ "Hay Anthony Mackie, what's good?"  *Nicki Minaj Style*

Humor Chat from Fangirl 1.08 "A Plot of Crimson Peak"

So, here we are talking about the most gothic romansa.. from Guillermo del Toro starring Mia Wasikowska, Tom Hiddleston, Jessica Chastain, Charlie Hunnam, and Jim Beaver. And by the way, Doug Jones! This CGI Man was the scariest person I knew around horror movies... like he's always taking scared characters for done CGI things. Hahahaha #awesome Well, in this Humor Chat, its an absolute spoilers with my comment... I don't care if you didn't like it, but I loved it. ^__^ 

One Night Car

I am not sure I'm sitting in front of my desk I hope a happy end comes true A black hair and tall Smile and branding style Watch me from far sunset Telling me we gotta go I am not sure I'm sitting on back-seat He is driving listening Watch me spionage A fat lady goes funny A nice chatter went negotiate Telling him about money and family I am not sure I'm sitting on back-seat Arrived at hospital lobby I felt this not for me I let elevator pick me He's gone for a longer parking Telling me all pasts chasing me I am not sure I'm standing inside the lift A corner I must not being seen Curious elder staring at me Both messaging of threats notice She's out leaving a fright scene Telling her I have to start running I am not sure I'm running in every hallway Searching for a sanctuary He never appears to help me Busy schedule until Monday They caught me anyway Telling me he's not for me I am not sure I'm standing alone at a ...

REWIND

This is totally a draft. I put it so I can fix it. And well, it's the story of this group will face their own past. They were all stuck in one dimensional that they will find their own try to kill them and stop them to free from this place. But turns out, one girl named Maya Andrews suddenly appears out from nowhere to rescue these innocent people who just got in by the shadow play. Maya first met Tina when Tina decided to kill herself jump from the bridge and Maya saved her. They become friends, what make things interesting, Maya ca do the Astral Project and even knowing someone's past or dream whenever she touched someone. It needs lots of practices but then, she decided to put all her efforts to save her friend. Maya then met Hans, Tina's boyfriend, who works in Wall Street. Hans has this insomnia problem, not because his job but because he always got the same horrifying dream. He afraids to go to sleep. Maya asked when that start to happen and Hans said about a ye...

Fear The Walking Dead Season 1 Finale "The Good Man" : Review

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Such amazing experience to review this Fear The Walking Dead. I think it will be a great history. The people behind the curtains really put all their efforts to get their best show. Amazing. It will be one of my own history, too. Now... I don't know what else to do for my youtube channel. #LOL.

To Romola Garai, thank you.

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Fear The Walking Dead Review: Season 1 Episode 5 "Cobalt"

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The moment I post this, I've done watched the finale, episode 6 "The Good Man" and well, let me give a farewell statement for this first season of Fear The Walking Dead. Alright. "Hello, Everyone who read this. To be honest, this was my first time to put my own face on youtube and even review tv series by video. It's kind of risk my identity out from the world. And, the truth, I just had an amazing journey and fascinating experiences, things to learn around this social media were incredible. I am such an innocent fan of The Walking Dead series. If you guys want to know (if not, then, just move on to next paragraph) , the reason I following all these The Walking Dead stuffs, it all started by The Dawn of The Dead , it was my first zombie movie that I watch on cinema. Since then, I never stop thinking of how extraordinary this horror weirdo sickness that made dead back to alive and eating brains. Seriously, at first they talked about voodoo stuffs, then I ...

A Corridor

To go asleep by our favorite lullaby will make our dream be suck to our deepest scariest event we never want to be happen, which is our existance in our dream actually becomes a reality. A sound of music, I put on my ears and I started to flow with the mood from it. A peaceful falling. I fall to a black screen. A screen started to buzz something and I wore black suit. A sound of music starts to find a piece of road between my feeling and my mood to sleep, a mood to think what a dream will I be? A good one or a bad one? Then, my heart took a smile of it because the song I listened was so beautiful. I might cry in my dream. My heartache, that's for sure. All these sensations between a peaceful mood but also a heartache inside of me turns me to awake other else. An else called fear. I fear for my dream will turn to be neither good nor bad but a communication to someone from reality. Its been common around my dream. I dream it and others find it. And, my heart tells me so. I knew...

To Not Have Yogurt

I cry. Of course. To see they have great time together. Facing real problems against each other. I had, too. No, not really. I abandon all of them. For what? I deserved better. Now, it is better. For them. I am the problem. There's this circle, I don't know why they didn't see it. But, I keep see it. And, it bitters me. That circle haunted me. The only way to break it. Me, cut my taste of it. Let me to pursue the cutter of the flesh or loose a tounge. Let you witness me. Witness a missing piece. A shattered piece that stop my sight. Shame on me to think the sour will never hurt me. I never want to hurt anyone. How ridiculuos. I'll disagree with all the toppings. Really, really bad. By an example. To not have yogurt.