One Last Time

an idea: you are a bulletproof girl. Amanda Beth is a common girl, like many common girls. She's being loved by everyone and being hate by some people, too. Amanda is a high school girl with even lower average skills. We have to admit not everyone's smart and not everyone have to be good. So, Amanda gets into a genk, so tho she's stupid, she is saved, not being in bully around the school. She's one of the bully. But, that's not her. Whenever her bad friends are leaving her alone, she's trying to be friend with the bullied ones. She's helping the victims like in ninja ways. As I told you before, she's being loved by everyone, too, right? Amanda is helping them with spreading good things about them rather than against her own friends when the bullying's around. She's doing that for win-win solution and seriously, no ones really feel bad about it. Everyone needs her, but inside of Amanda, she thinks herself as a coward. who thinks
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Divergent, Mine

There's no Four in my experience but he was Peter, and only him. He was very something. He's never changed. He always the same. But, I still found our eyes looked to one another. He seems very happy with his friends while I just standing far from him, waiting he came. He didn't want be with me. But, when there's a hunting event, crowds everywhere, I was so scared, he was there, made fun of me and showing off. While I failed, he also knew , "You never change, either."

I just didn't know, he always be around me. "If you hates me so much, why you always around me? You know, we know you always win, why just not let me go?" He never answered those questions because he knew I'm the one who need him, for all this time. He hurts me, but still I need to see him. He was something. I couldn't explain.

"Do you mad at me?" Last thing I asked, "As long as you're still in my memory, you always be with me. No matter how hard you want to leave me, you can't leave me." He seems a ghost in my dream. He reacts as an enemy that I knew he never want to.

If only I knew how to rescue him from me. I knew it's about Peter and Tris relationship. I wish I was Tris.

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