Lost Sight, Found Strength

The path is so dark and dim, but Julie keeps walking. She is scared, yet her adrenaline makes her look back several times, urging her to walk faster with each step. She wonders why she can't move faster and then realizes it's just her thoughts getting wilder the longer she's on the road. She shouldn't have chosen this path—terrified and confused. She's already halfway through. It sucks. The only way is to adapt, over time. She has one more block, two more, and again she convinces herself it's just one more step to her destination. She's no longer afraid when she starts looking at the sky instead of the road. The evening feels scarier when it's right in front of our eyes, but when it's above, the stars are beautiful. The cold air on her skin feels warmer as her mind grows calmer. Gently, she realizes that she's no longer worried. In fact, she's arrived, in no time. -- I think loneliness comes from the mind. It's not about being surrounded ...
Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

The Red Rose, A Fire, and One Tree

Our first met was never being forgotten.
For all of the great moments, you're still in my heart.
I know you are someone else.
Not someone I know before.
Someone else, someone new.

In bad times, you were there.
Saving me, protect me, and waiting for me.
You always found me.
Why I can't be the one who found you, first?

I was exhausted and you were there.
Carried me while I cried on your arms.
You put me under a tree and gave me the red rose.
I looked the fire burnt down the house from far.
Last mysterious man stood from me.

I was unconscious and you simply put me out of the house.
An inspiration and hope just suddenly appear from you.
As the red rose, the last thing we're in touch.
That I should never forget you.

You told me how hard life can be.
You told me how I shouldn't expect you to help.
You told me how I should burnt down all bad behind.
You told me how to keep trying to the last.

You shown me how you always be there.
In goods or bads.
You shown me how though you are not around,
You love me.

"When the house already burnt down and your tears poured down, I will carry you out from all bads and put you on the shady shelter. I will give the precious and only one love replace all the hurts. Love you've been waiting for. And shall there's the time, I will come return. Wait for me."

And, your smile will always in my mind.
I will wait for you.




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