Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia


People have their own muse. Luckily, my muse is MUSE. The alternative rock band from UK. They're totally awesome. I was young and I'm a girl, pretty sure never do any emo stuffs or worse, yet, I'm in love with MUSE songs. I've been raised by DISNEY PRINCESS, since my name is one of their princess names. Then, I'm pretty sure classic and opera also on my list. Like Bach, Pavarotti, Charlotte, and Bocelli. Well, then I started to listen these alternative rock stuff, good ones, like t.A.T.u., Evanescene, My Chemical Romance, Placebo, Eminem, and Dido. They feels like dark but still with full of soul lyrics. But, none of them like the way I experienced with MUSE.

When I was young, I lived with knowing of VCR, Disk, phonograph record, and cassette. My first listening of MUSE was the 'Absolution' album, and it's a cassette. I was on my summer holiday and we're on this long journey with the car, there's the cassette just playing. I was so young and I thought, "How on earth my family has a rock band tracks?" But, I listened all of them, and I'm in love.

Ever since, I have all of MUSE albums. ALL OF THEM. Turns out, they're not only just alternative rock, but they can do waltz, classic, and pop. The best thing from MUSE was the lyrics. They all were politic critics and I felt I learn something, not just a song, but definitely a great study stuff.

Good things happened. The moment I fell in love with MUSE, the whole world and nation in love with MUSE, too. There's also 30 Seconds to Mars in time, I also love them, but not all of their songs. MUSE won everything of my favorite things.

There was a time when I didn't like things then I just listening MUSE, suddenly I'm into the things without ever care with my dislikes. So, lots of regards to MUSE. I always keep in touch with their new songs.

THE EXTREME FAVORITE MOMENT was when MUSE became the main official soundtrack of World War Z. The clips and all teaser trailers, even the main score of the film were MUSE composing. I cried because I just adoring the music. This alternative rock band not just made me love them, but also makes me being smart of listening any musics.

Like, you knew exactly if it's MUSE song or not. Believe me, MUSE always can surprise you. MUSE always came from nowhere, being another movie soundtracks without any news of them, but you knew, your ears and your heart never lies, "MUSE behind this song." And, I'll just wait the ending credits, suddenly I was right. #AWESOME.

It's very fantastic and I miss MUSE, so much this year. I've been in this kind of situation of breaking down (OH, NO! LOOKS TWILIGHT!).Yeah, I'm very desperate and have no MUSE at all of my works. I have even no idea how to explain this feeling. Worst ever.

I hate for feeling jealous, yet people around me make me. I hate it so bad. Oh, MUSE, please, support me. #hiks #hiks #hiks.

a message:

Dear, MUSE.

My name is Aurora, I'm 22 years old, still on university of law. I wish all of great things for MUSE this year. I just want to chat. I've almost losing hope of my study. I thought I could handle it, but it gets hard. But, here I am now, at my last year of the university of law. I learned many things of this subject and your music always there with some law/politic critics. Thank you.  I wish I can quit, I don't like law subjects from the beginning. I just didn't know how to end this law subject of my life. I wish I can make my parents proud if I finish my study of law. But still, I lost my 'moon river'. #hiks #hiks #hiks I hate it. I wish I can fast forward this moment. Well, I'm listening all of MUSE songs and I'm happy again *temporary" :')


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