Reserve

As I sat on the sofa, I leaned against an invisible shoulder.  I walked quickly right toward him. He also came toward me, so quickly that we almost hit each other's heads. We both laughed. The obstacle was that I couldn’t see what was holding me back today. 'I shouldn’t have run toward you. If I had been a little faster, we could have ended up hitting each other,' he said. I didn’t say anything. I thought the funnier this meeting began, the better it would be. Yet, typical him, he just a mind-reader. I only smiled and replied, "Let's just go walk, now." yet I remained frozen in space and time, just me and emptiness. We're walking to the city park and just went around, nothing really far but our steps actually might count like a mile. Restless just with him. I simply sat in silence, lost in my thoughts. It's nothing like there's no other place we can be. It's just I found my complete and I don't need to find anywhere else. "If only our ...
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Do you know why it's hard to say goodbye? Because we afraid if our memories might not be able to remember them, rightly. The fact is, goodbye means good. No matter how hard.
~Aurora Esterlia

Bitter Food

Indonesia has a great spices and that makes me believe Indonesia has the most great food in the world. You can get everything like meat from bird, beast, or fish, and vegetables, then fruit except for some fruits, but when the seed being in our soil, it's still growing and fruitful, I believe. But, spices! Like it's just a soup with same ingredients but with different spices, it changes the taste. And even the traditional cakes, so many! So variants! I can not eat the main course but just deserts and feels alright.

But, I have this diet strict for about three months and it's so weird to call it as diet, but the moment I found myself after that, my tongue now really know exactly what's bitter taste.

First, I will always drink:
1. Water
2. Warm Tea
3. Hot Milk
4. Warm Tea Milk
5. Soy Milk
6. Black Soy Milk
7. Scotch

Second, I will always eat
1. Oatmeals
2. Porridge
3. Grain Bread
4. Coconut Biscuits
5. Peppermint Candy
6. Vegetables Salad
7. Green Bean - Black Glutinous Rice porridge with Coconut Milk

Your guilty pleasure:
FRUITS AND JUICE!

So, seriously all of those diet food are just so western and I guess, all western people really have bitter tongue. I feel bad and realize why they love junk food so much. I mean, in Indonesia, our main course, normally stew and meats, and even rice, but we feel those things not junk food and it's not junk food. We're healthy as we are. 

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